I Am Strong (Urban)

Pain

CHAPTER 4

{2 weeks later}

Jada P.O.V

I laid in my bed and scrolled down my Instagram. It was a page that said Relationship Goals, I clicked on it and saw it was Heaven. Her profile picture was her and Javier kissing. It made me instantly pissed me off, I looked at my phone in astonishment. After scrolling further through her Instagram profile I don't know what came over me I just started to throw shit all around in my room. I wanted to scream, yell, shout, but above all I wanted to beat Javier's ass. "Jada what's going on I heard a lot of noise coming from your room?" Gabby asked walking into my room with a worried look on her face.

I tried explaining it but I couldn't talk I just threw the phone to her as a tear escaped my eye. My eyes quickly filled with tears, it was useless to wipe them because they just continued to pour. "Jada don't just make assumptions those pictures could be old, just talk to Javier about it" Gabby said rubbing my back in circular motions in the attempt to comfort me. I wasn't just crying from being sad, I was crying because I was mad that Javier would play me like this. And just like clock work Javier texted me but I ignored his many texts and calls.

From: Javier🙈😂💯
Bae
Baby
Jada
Jada

{The next morning}

I fell asleep crying my salty tears as I deleted and blocked Javier out of my life. My alarm went off and I got up to get ready for the horrible day that was ahead of me. I got in the shower, washed my face, and brushed my teeth. I went in my room and put on my white crop top that said Rich in black letters and black shorts. I went downstairs to eat breakfast and honestly I wasn't in the mood for today. Gabriella had on some pink jeans and a jean shirt with her Air Force Ones on. Raquel and Riley had on a purple pencil ripped shorts, a white Chanel shirt, and their Air Force Ones. The twins rarely ever matched but  guess It was one of the times they decided to match.

After we all finished breakfast we walked out the house and waited for the bus. "Why you look so upset?"Racquel asked me before I shot a glare her way. "Yeah what's with the attitude?"Riley said noticing the look I was giving Rocky. I wished they would just leave me alone, clearly I'm not in the mood. I just rolled my eyes and looked forward to where the bus would be pulling up soon. "Guys she's not in the mood right now you know how she gets" Gabriella said to them before they could say anything else. "Mhmm" Riley said as if she was thinking. We just stood in silence until the bus finally came. When the bus pulled up I walked on then plopped in my seat. Gabriella sat next to me listening to music  and making funny faces trying to make me smile. I just looked at Gabby blankly before turning my attention to the window.

When we pulled up to school I took my hair out of the high bun it was in and let it hang because it was starting to give me a headache. When I got to the front of the school Javier was at the door waiting for me. I walked passed him because I was afraid if I said anything to him I would end up hitting him. But I guess Javier didn't get the hint because he followed behind me with a confused facial expression accompanying his face. I was so pissed off I just wanted to make him feel how I felt when I saw the pictures of him and Heaven.

I walked up to a boy name Charles that I had Mrs.Clover's class with and tapped him."Wassup witchu shawts?"Charles said looking down at me with his signature grin. I stood on my tippy toes before pulling him down to my leveling and kissing him. "Oh it's like that?" Charles said licking his lips after he pulled away from the kiss. "I guess so" I said to him before walking away and out of the cafeteria. The bell rang so the halls got crowded before Javier could do anything.

After the bell rang I went to class and was heading towards my new seat far away from Javier. When I walked passed Charles' desk he grabbed me and put me on his lap. "I've always kinda wanted to do that" Charles said with a devilish smirk. "Your such a flirt" I said looking down trying to hide my now red cheeks. "Ain't nothing wrong with a little flirting" Charles said with his Chicago accent lacing his voice. "No PDA in the classrooms" Mrs.Clover said walking into the class before I jumped up off Charles lap. Charles and his friends laughed at how quick I moved. "Wassup Mrs.C" Charles said nodding his head at Mrs.Clover while she sat her things down. "Hello Charles" Mrs.Clover said shaking her head as she started on attendance.