I Am Strong (Urban)

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CHAPTER 13

Alicia P.O.V.

The phone was silent and I guess he was thinking. "Just tell me the truth James" I said to scared of the answer. "I got mad love for you Alicia. You got my heart, you the reason I smile everyday, you are my smile"James said with a serious tone.

"But you want her James, I think it's for the best if I just leave you alone" I spoke rolling my eyes at the thought of Danielle. James hung up the phone and I laid in bed feeling sad. My phone started flashing letting me know I had a text message. At first I was going to ignore it but I decided against it. I was happy that I listened to my gut because it was a text from James. My lips couldn't help but curl into a smile at the text he sent me.

 From: My Heart - Did you just hear me I FUCKING LOVE YOU and nobody can fucking change that💯 You are my heart💜And if you move on and leave me I will stop breathing💔You are my backbone and without you I will never walk again💙 You are my my GPS and without you I will be lost😭Stop telling me your leaving me before I go crazy😢We argue and shit but that's how we show our love💕 I honestly need you💍 YOU ARE MY HEART DO YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT😭You are my other half💋My Queen👑My wifey💍💎You are my everything and you make me go crazy when you say shit like you going to leave me alone so stop😡I ain't going to lie you got me sprung😏 You got me wrapped around yo little finger🔐 You got me always coming back after we break up💚You got me really thinking about my mistakes and faults💯 I'm sorry baby for everything but please don't leave💔 - 6:27pm

After reading the long heart felt paragraph he wrote me I had to call him. The phone rung 2 times before he picked up. Ring Ring "Hello" I said into the phone turning on my back. "Hey baby" James said through the phone walking into his house.

"Do you really feel like that?" I asked smiling hard and big. "Yes baby, every single word" James said honestly and I could hear the sincerity in his voice. "I love you baby" I said into the phone. "I love you more baby" James said on the other side of the phone smiling. "FaceTime me baby I want to sing you something" I said playing with my edges.

"Okay" James said before I received his FaceTime request. A huge smile played across his face and I couldn't help but to smile as hard. "Now what did you want to sing to me" James said raising an eyebrow. I took a breath in then began to sing Cherish Moment In Time.

I know most times I'm far away
But still, I'm missing you
(but still, I'm missing you)
I said some things that I regret
But I'll make it up to you
Baby I can't breathe when you touch my body
When your heart beats - it's like music to me
And I can't see my life without you
And baby it's all up to you

I smiled as I sang every word. James smiled at me looking as if he saw an angel. I sang my heart out because this song reminds me of our relationship. I smiled at him on the screen and could tell he wasn't just hearing me, he was listening.

[Chorus:]
If I could make time stand still
Then I know we'd live this moment for ever
Can we stay right here, you don't have to go baby close that door I
I really hate missing you
I rather be kissing you
And I don't know what I would do,
If I couldn't make love to you
Over and over and over I wish
That I could live this moment in time

While I sang I remembered all the arguments we had through our relationship. Then I remembered all the smiles and giggles. There were to many of them to even count. James made my heart ache when he was mad at me. But any other time I smiled and couldn't do anything but smile. In this moment I felt I have meet my true love.