Fly Away (Michael Jackson)

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Michael's POV

I ran to find the nearest hotel around here. It was about 11:30 at night, and there was a little chance of me getting mobbed by fans. I found this home-y looking hotel that Bonnie would be staying at. I prayed that she was in here.

As I ran ino the empty lobby, I saw the receptionist packing up for the night.

"Wait! Please!" I called.

She didn't even turn around to see who was yelling at her.

"Check-in closed an hour ago, sir," She was picking up her mints and papers.

"But I need to find my girlfriend, please! This is an emergency! You have to let me know if she's here or not!"

She finally turned around, a little frustrated, but when she realized who she was talking to, she screamed.

I ran up to her and covered her mouth, "No, don't scream please!"

She calmed down...a little, and I uncovered her mouth.

"You-you're you, you're Michael Jackson!" she stuttered.

"Yes, and you're," I loked for her nametag, "Brenda!"

She fell to the floor as I said her name.

"You said my name!"

"You said mine,"

She ran to the computer and started pressing all these keys, and said, "You're you're girlfriend is in...room 4-17,"

I started running to the elevatour, "Thank you, Brenda!"

She fell down and cried. I don't know why people do that when they see me, I'm just another person.

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I was running up the halls, counting off the rooms to 4-17.

Then, I saw it. Right there. I hesitated to knock, but after a good 30 seconds, I softly knocked on her door. My stomach was eating itself with every waiting second.

The door opened, and Bonnie looked like she had been crying for hours. She didn't look up to me until I said her name. When she saw me, she slammed the door in my face.

"Bonnie, please, let me explain myself!" I knocked again.

"Go away."

I kept knocking, "I need to talk about what happened!"

"No! Just get out of here! You two-timing liar."

Those words hurt me so much, I felt as if I was going to fall on the ground and sob. It wasn't the actual words that made me feel this way, it was the fact that that's what she thought of me.

"Please, let me in. I'm so sorry!"

She stopped answering me.

"We need to talk-"

She violentley opened the door, "There's nothing to explain, Michael! Nothing! What I saw was very clear, and I don't need any special detail to your fun cheating party!" she tried to slam the door again, but I shoved my foot in the way. I let myself inside.

"Don't be this way, you don't understand,"

She sat on her bed, and pointed to the door, "Go! Just go away! I don't want to talk to you!"

"But I want to talk to you," I sat next to her, and tried to hug her. She slapped my arms away.

"Who cares what you want." she snapped.

I sighed, "I don't like fighting with you, we've never fought before!"

She shoved her face into a pillow.

"Don't shut me out, please, let me explain."

She shot up, "Fine. Explain!"

I sighed, "Thank yo-"

"Just explain!" she angrily cut me off.

"Okay, okay." I put my hands up, "As I was waiting for you, Brooke came up to the house anyway, and took me away with her,"

She gave me an "Are You Kidding Me?!" look, "Whatever! That is such a lie! Why would you blame it on her?! You...you..." she stopped, and before she could answer, I kissed her.

She didn't kiss me back.

Instead she slapped my across the face.

"What is wrong with you?! You are the last person I want to kiss, Michael! Just go! We were better off as friends. We weren't meant for eachother, and that's pretty obvious." she started to weep into her pillow, and pointed to her door.

"No! I will not leave until you believe me! Would I lie to you?"

She shot up, "Don't you dare ask me that! That's exactley what you said when you said we were going together! You lied!"

"I didn't! She took me! I swear!" I defended.

She wiped up her tears, "Michael, why did we even do this?"

I was confused, "Do what?"

"Go any further! Any further than where we were before this all happened! I loved you, loved you more than I loved my parents sometimes! And I thought, we'd be together, for all time. And just when I thought I couldn't feel anymore love for you, you...you do this to me?! And it's not the fact that you took her that has me upset; it's just that I was so humiliated, and lied to. I felt like everything I ever felt was taken and thrown in the thrash," she paused to breathe, because she was crying.

"That's not true, I love you more than ever! You're the best thing that's ever happened to me! Why would I do this to you?"

"Stop asking me! Ask yourself!" she snapped. She sighed deeply, "Michael, maybe we're better off as friends,"

I'm panicking now. What on Earth have I done? She wants to end it all now. I began to cry, thinking about losing her again.

"No, don't say that, please. We can't end this, I've never felt this way about anyone before! Don't leave me," I paused to breathe, "I can't lose you again."

She sniffled her tears, "Can I just have some time...to think about it all?"

I got up, "Alright," I started walking towards the door, "But just know, and never forget that I love you. I love you more than anything you could ever imagine. Goodnight Bonnie," and I walked out.

I started running down the hallway, hating myself, for it all. I never knew she loved me that much, and I took it all for granted.

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(A/N: My mom decided to look through my iPod for some reason. She opened my Notes App and read all of my notes (-.-') then she opened the Wattpad app and I accidentley left it on the Create option. She was skimming the chapters and wanted to open one. I took the iPod out of her hand and shut it off. She told me to unlock it, but I refused to. So she took it away. I was panicking because she was going to read "Fly Away" which is my break away from everything, and it's how I express myself... She can't read it. So I asked for it back, and she said okay. I'm hoping she doesn't remember Wattpad.... Pray for me? For the story? That's why I haven't been able to update! I'm sorry, and thank you all who voted and commented, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, THANK YOU!!!!!

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