Soul X Maka: Please Keep Loving Me

Why Can't Things Be Easy?

maka pov continued

he breaths out. Tears run down my cheeks.

"I'm sorry maka. I know I do this more then I should-"

"you should never get drunk!" I interrupt. He sighs.

"I know just. I'm sorry. I should have never went to the bar. I went there to... To feel better." Soul is really calm. Its because he is drunk.

"to feel better about Mia?" I scoff. "I'm done with this Mia thing soul!". Soul shakes his head. Its silent.

"I never wanted to talk to those girls. They come over to us and started talking. She came over and said hi. I said hi back. Then she got closer and she said that I was cute and I said too close. Then Liz and you came over. That was it!"

"how can I trust you?!" I ask soul. He shakes his head slightly. He drops his head in his hands. He sits up.

"you know maka, your just gonna have to! Why would I lie to you?! Because I am afraid your going to break up with me?! Because I am! Not because I'm lying, because I'm not! I'm telling the truth! Im afraid your going to break up with me if I lie so I am telling the truth! And... And Mia. Lets be honest. She doesn't like me. We all know that. And I know that she will I'm the future but. I almost died so many times. Same with you maka. but I just want to hear her say she loves me. Just incase I don't see her again. I love Mia. But right now she doesn't love me. And if I die tomorrow, ill die knowing she didn't love me." Soul rubs his face with his hands. I look down at the ground. I don't know what to say. Im stunned. I don't know what to say. Why can't it be easy to talk?

"soul?" I ask crying even more now.

"what?!" Soul yells at me.

"I'm... I'm sorry." Soul stands up and comes towards me. He sits on the couch next to me. He hugs me. He kisses me.

"I love you maka."

"I love you too soul."

"come on." Soul rubs my back. Then we head up stairs. I lay down on the bed next to soul. I look at the ceiling. I don't know what to do anymore. Why can't it be easy figuring things out? Soul rolls over and kisses my shoulder.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have gone to Blackstar's, and went to the bar. It was stupid of me." Soul says to me and I look at him. And kiss him. And well. I don't want to get into detail. So ill just skip this part.

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soul pov

I wake up next to maka. I should go pick up Mia. I stand up and put on my clothes. I head over to maka's dad's. I knock on the door. Spirit answers.

"come in!" Spirit invites me in. Mia was in the living room playing with blocks. I smile. After maka forgave spirit, they became close. He stopped hitting on girls, and settled down with a nice girl named akuma. She is nice. She has blonde hair with blue eyes. She is a little older than spirit too. But after maka and spirit became friends again, things got easier. Until, me and mama started fighting.

"ready to go home?" I ask Mia

"where is mom?" Mia asks.

"she is at home. Time to go" I tell Mia. She stands up and grabs her shoes and asks spirit to put them on. After that she hugs him and akuma and we leave. She was singing her ABCs in the car and I told her she was good at singing but she just hushed me. When we get home maka was cleaning the house. I hate cleaning.

"hey can you help me?" Maka asks

"with what?"

"cleaning?" I sigh. "please?"

"why do we have to clean? Its not a mess. And no one is coming over." I say kinda irritated.

"please? I just want it clean!" maka puts her hands on her hips.

"its not a mess though!" I say. Then in my mind slap myself across the face. Maka closes her eyes and takes a deep breathe.

"Fine! I'll do it all myself! Like i always do!" Maka says mad. I should have just kept my mouth shut!

"you don't always do everything!"

"yes I do!" Maka turns to me.

"I am always the one to clean after Mia!" I yell. Maka looks over my shoulder. I look behind me. Its Mia. She looks sad and scared. I look at maka and turn around and walk upstairs into my room. I sit on the edge of the bed. Why can't everything be like it was when we were young. We were so in love. We never fought. And we didn't have any stress. It was easy! I wish it was easy now. Maka walks in. She sits by me.

"what?" I ask still mad.

"nothing"

"then why are you here?"

"excuse me?!" Maka looks at me. She sighs and walks out the door and slams it before I can say anything. I run my hands through my hair and lay down on the bed. I try to think of what I should do to say sorry. Its not easy saying sorry to maka. She expects everything on a silver platter. I stand up and walk down stairs. Maka finished cleaning and was reading a book. She looks at me and then looks back at her book. I sigh. Why can't it be easy saying sorry to her? Its so hard when she acts like this. It makes me not feel sorry.

"maka?" I ask. No response. " maka I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. It was uncalled for." . She still doesn't answer me. Why can't this be easy?"maka?".

"what?"

"I'm sorry!"

"ok! I heard you!" I chuckle and turn around. Mia was in the kitchen. She was pulling a rag off the counter. I walk over to her and notice that on top of the rag was a cutting board and a knife. The knife falls along with the Rag and cutting board. I run to her and push her out of the way. The cutting board hits my foot then the knife slices through my back. Maka jumps up from the couch and runs to me. I stand up. Mia was crying. Maka looks at me.

"we need to go to the hospital now!" I start to get dizzy.

"um. Call 911." Then I fall on the ground. On the knife. It goes in my back more. Mia hugs my arm.

"daddy!". Now I don't care if I have a knife in my back. I close my eyes in attempt to ease the pain. I fall asleep.