Soul X Maka: Please Keep Loving Me

Sorry Doesnt Fix My Broken Heart

Maka POV

I love soul I swear! But I was just upset about losing the baby. And  we always would fight. I couldn't handle it anymore. I didn't want to break up with him at all. I really love him! With all of my heart! I just didn't know what else to do! Soul went somewhere last night and didn't come back some time this morning. I found him sleeping on the couch. I washing the dishes when he woke up. I looked over at him but he wouldn't look at me. I don't blame him. Mia comes running in the kitchen with her stuffed animal.

"Mommy! Daddy! I have an idea!" Mia yells jumping about.

"What is it baby?" I ask smiling at her and secretly glancing at soul. I feel like a middle school girl peeking a glance at her crush.

"We should go to the park!"

"Um.." Souls voice trails off. "How about you and mom go"

"No! I want us all to go!" Mia runs up to soul and hug his legs. He moans. And looks at me. I shrug my shoulders. Maybe we would go so mia doesn't find out yet.

"OK mia go Get ready, we are all going." I as to her and she nods and runs upstairs. Soul looks at me with confusion. I can see pain in his eyes. He turns and grabs his keys.

"I'll get the car started." Soul slams the door. And I flinch. Mia runs down stairs wearing a red bow and black too too with striped tights underneath and a yellow jacket. It was souls old jacket that shrunk. She loved it. So did I though. We walk out to the car in the driveway. Soul was on his phone until we got in the car. The drive was awkward between me and soul. With mia singing twinkle twinkle little Star in the background. We get to the park within 10 minutes. Because we like a certain park. No one really knows about it, and it is really pretty.

"Mom?" Mia asks

"Yes sweetie?"

"What's wrong with you and daddy?"

"Uhm..." I look at soul. He sighs and mumbles something under his breath. I sigh also. Im not going to tell her now.

"Nothing baby." We arrive at the park. I unbuckle mia

"Why are you lying to me?" Mia walks to soul and looks up to him. "Will you tell me the truth?"

"Your really smart you know?" soul picks her up and kisses her cheek.

"So will you tell me?" Soul sets mia down.

"Yeah after we have fun at the park." Soul garbs her hand. I cant believe it! I groan. I can't trust him!

"Mama!" Mia yells to me as she closes and opens he hand. I walk over and grab her hand. We walk over to the bench. Soul sets down and mia runs off to play. As I watch her I sit down two feet from soul. He looks at mia fall.

"I'm OK!" She assures us. Soul laughs a little slightly shaking his head.

"Soul?" I ask a little scared.

"Yes?" He says with anger in his tone.

"I'm sorry." I look at him.

"Sorry doesn't fix my broken heart." He says with even more anger now. Now I feel guilty. Well I should.

Soul POV

I feel a lot of pain. It hurts a lot. I can't look at her. If I do I'll probably cry. So I try not to look so I dont cry in front of her. She seems to be upset that I'm not looking at her. But she hurt me. I guess it isn't much different if I hurt her. I can't hurt her more than she hurt me.

"I'm sorry." Maka says to me. But it doesnt make me feel any better. It makes me feel worse even.

"Sorry doesn't fix my broken heart." I say. Now I'm trying to hurt her. And it works. She sighs painfully. Now I feel bad.

"OK. Well I just want you to know that I still love you." She is slightly crying now. I hold back my tears. I nod. If in said I love you too then I would start crying. If i said anything I would cry.

Awhile later after maka stops crying and I play with mia we leave. Maka is holding Mia's right hand and I'm holding her left.

"Are you going to tell me?" Mia looks up at me. I nod. I look up and see a man in a coat walking by. Déjà vu. I pull mia close to me. I would with maka, but its kinda awkward. "Daddy-" the man pulls mia from us. Damn!

"Hey! Get back here!" Maka and me start running.

"Mommy! Daddy!" Mia reaches out to us. And kicks the man as he runs faster. Wait I know who that is! No!