AVENGERS DADDY/DAUGHTER PREFERENCES BOOK!!!

33. He finds out your self harm (part 1)

WARNING:TRIGGERS

Bucky

"Y/N!" I herd my father call, his footsteps approaching the bathroom, i quickly grabbed his bloody razor blades and threw them in the bin.
He knocked on the door making me panic even more "Y/N, have you seen my razor?"
I stayed quiet, running my bleeding arm under the faucet, i then quickly pulled some toilet paper out to clean up the blood round the sink.
"Y/N? Whats going on in there?" He sounded genuinely worried but i was so scared to tell him about it.
My foot hit the pebble bin and i threw the toilet paper in quickly, dad knocked on the door again "Y/N open the door", i tried covering the scratches up but it was still bleeding heavily "i can't" i called, my voice cracking as i spoke.
Before i could comprehend what happened the door was pulled of the hinges and dad stood with an extremely worried look on his face.
"Y/N?" His eyes darted from my face to my bleeding arm "i'm sorry" tears fell down my cheek as he walked over and pulled my into his strong arms.
"I'm sorry, i can't help it" i said, crying into his chest as his metal arm stroked my hair softly "its ok, its ok, i've got you, i've got you my beautiful girl" he whispered, placing a soft kiss on the top of my head.
"I love you daddy"
"I love you Y/N"

Tony

Bruce kept starring at me, it was actually kinda freaky, i was sat at one of the lab desks watching them both work, normally they kinda act like i'm not there but right these minute i was getting a lot of stares from the green man himself.
"Be right back, i'm so hungry, want anything Bruce, Y/N?" Both of us shook our head no and my dad left with out another word.
As soon as dad closed the door, Bruce walked over to me and before i could protest, grabbed my hand softly and pulled up my jumper sleeve.
"Oh Y/N" he sighed looking at the fresh cuts from these morning "i was hoping i was wrong" he looked up at me with a sad look on his face.
"How did you know?" I pulled my arm away and pulled down the sleeve, giving him a serious look "i could see blood on your jumper and some dried out blood on your fingers." I looked down at my blood stained fingernails, i started to panic slightly 'what if he tells dad?' I fought.
"Please you can't tell dad" he shook his head "Y/N these is serious, the hole team cares to much about you to loose you, especially your dad" it was my turn to shake my head "no he can't know, these is my problems, not his, not yours, mine, so don't tell dad".
"Don't tell dad what?" I froze hearing the voice, i glanced over to were he was standing our were he was once standing as he walked over and Bruce left to give us some time to talk.
"What's wrong Y/N?" Dad asked looking at me straight in the eyes, i turned away ashamed "please tell me".
I slowly pulled up my sleeve and showed him, both of us stayed quiet for a few minutes, i worried he might get mad our something but he didn't he just stayed quiet and wrapped his strong arms around me.
No words were exchanged but that one hug said everything we needed to.

Thor

I can't really remember much of what happened.
I remember being in the bathroom, i remember watching the blood run down my arms and thighs, i remember hearing yelling, i couldn't really make out what, everything was so fuzzy and unclear.
BEEP......BEEP......BEEP
The noise sounded so much like my alarm but i just couldn't find the energy to open my eyes our even lift my arm.
I felt a weight by the side of my, someone even holding my hand.
At the time i wasn't sure who it was, it could have been mum and i'd fallen asleep watching a movie with her, it could have been uncle Loki, he could have been visiting me and fell asleep waiting for me to wake up.
Then i fought of my father, it couldn't be him, could it?
He was in Asguard, he didn't care about me, he was always away.
I tried my hardest to move but i still couldn't so i squeezed the persons hand.
I felt the weight being lifted of the side nearly straight away "Y/N" the voice sounded so cracked and broken but even then i recognised it.
"Father" i opened my eye slightly to seem him there with puffy red eyes and messy hair.
"Oh my little princess" his arms gently went around me in an awkward laying down hug.
The rest of the day he spent telling me how sorry he was and how he never would go to Asguard again, well of course not without me.

Wanda

I didn't bother taking of my clothes as i looked at the bathtub practically full.
Cuts littered my body while a few of the new ones i got were still bleeding heavily.
I'd locked the door so mum couldn't come in, i didn't want her to see me do these our even catch me like these.
I slowly sat down in the freezing cold water, my clothes clung to me, my heart was yelling don't do these but my head was saying to do it.
The voices were so loud all the time, i couldn't control them, right these minute they were so loud, yelling 'do it!' So i did.
I let my body slip under water, closing my eyes and keeping my mouth shut under the icy water.
After a few seconds i really felt the energy drain from me as i lost all oxygen.
Before i could go into darkness, two arms grabbed ahold of me and pulled me out of my watery grave.
"Y/N!" Mum yelled as i coughed water up and a bit of blood "oh my god Y/N" i looked at the water to see it tainted a soft colour of red, probably from the cuts.
I looked into my mother worried face, tears streamed down her face "oh my darling Y/N" she pulled me into her arms, we stayed like that for what seemed like forever.
Her crying while i shivered.

Loki

My father blade gently ran along my skin, beed of red formed and slowly dripped down my arm.
I smiled lightly, loving the feel of pain.
I moved it slightly to the side and dug back deep into my skin once again, these time drawing more blood.
Not bothering to clear it away, i let the red liquid fall onto the wood floor.
"Y/N" the door opened before i could do anything "i was-" my father stopped talking as he looked at me then at the blood on the floor and my arm.
"What are you doing?!" He said, walking over to me and pulling the dagger from my hands, he threw it to the other side of the room, i watched it fall, leaving a splash of my blood as it did.
"Father i can-" he cut me of by bringing me into his cold and strong arms, placing either one of his hands on my head, he leant down and kissed my hair softly.
"Don't ever do that to yourself again" he said firmly, all do his voice wavered slightly.
"Ok"

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Ok don't hate me for making two parts but its so hard to write these and plus i'm back at school tomorrow so it might take a bit of time for Bruce,Pietro,Steve,Natasha and Clint's to come out but they should be out before the end of next week, please comment bellow for more ideas! Thank you
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