Don't Leave Me (Kai Fanfic)

Chapter 7.

The next day, the bite was still there meaning I'd stay bad, however bad Kai made me.

"Hey where's your hot friend?" Eun-ji asks me when she's over at my place.

I glare at her for a minute before going back to looking at my notes. "He's gone." 

"Where?" She asks confused. "I don't know and I don't care." I say flatly. 

"Well okay...I'm leaving so I'll see you in class later." She gets up from the table and hugs me before leaving.

"And Katherine."

"What?" I say a bit annoyed. 

"Don't hurt yourself." She says before leaving and closing the door behind her. People have already hurt me enough.

I can't focus on my notes so I decide to draw. I can draw well but I just don't like to. I'm only drawing now because I want to get images out of my mind so that I can focus better on more important things.

After a while of drawing, I realize I drew two people, the demon in the my nightmares and the one that actually lived with me. Same person, two different personalities.

I tap my pencil on the piece of paper, biting my lip. I stare at the drawing for a bit before looking back at my laptop. I can't do this, I can't focus.

I close my laptop and get up to grab my coat and head out. Before I open the door, I see that it's still left partly open. Is Eun-ji serious? Does she not know how to close a door properly? Ugh whatever.

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I grabbed a coffee and sat down in the cafe. I scroll through my phone, trying to pass time as I think to myself. 

Although I don't feel like I've changed much, it still feels a bit different. I don't know how bad he made me but it really hurt when he did  turn me bad.

I look around the cafe and out the window of the cafe since I'm sitting at the counter stool right in front of it.

I feel like someone's out there looking straight at me right now across the street up a truck zooms by and it makes my thought disappear, making me look back down at my phone.

I decide to go so I sip my coffee once more before getting up and leaving.

"Katherine." I hear Jongin's voice whisper in my head.

I walk around the park and streets having a day to myself. 

I meet up with Sehun who I find in the mall. We hang out for the rest of the day and he somewhat helps me forget Jongin.

"Do you want me to walk you back home?" Sehun asks me as we  finish eating ice cream.

I throw my cup into the trash as we head out. 

"No, I'm good. Thank you though." 

"Okay I'll see you tomorrow." He hugs me and I give him a quick hug back. "Okay bye." I say as we head separate ways.

It was raining a little bit but by the end of the day, it started pouring really bad so I start to run. 

"Katherine." I hear again in my head but this time I don't know if it's just in my head, maybe I'm crazy.

I call Eun-ji and ask her to come pick me up at the street I'm at, by a store that's keeping my somewhat dry at the moment. I pretty much yell at her when she couldn't hear me. 

After a while, her car stops infant of me and I get in. "What took you so long?" I say punching her on the arm.

She touches where I punch her. "Ow! I was at home! What were you doing out here?!" She groans and I roll my eyes at her. I explain to her what happened as she drives in the pouring rain. 

"You're getting my car all wet."

"Well what do you want me to do?!" I raise my voice. She just turns on the radio and heat so that it blows on me and makes me dry a bit faster. 

I cross my arms and just sit back, looking outside the window.

"Katherine." I hear again and I pretty much rag out like Jongin did before many times.

I grunt and lift my knees up to my chest, covering my face with my hands.

"What the hell Katherine?! What is up with you?!" Eun-ji says losing control for a second.

"Jongin is fucking messing with me!! I keep hearing him say my name and I'm going crazy Eun-ji, help me." I start off yelling but it slowly turns into crying.

"What about him?" She asks me more softly this time.

She stops at the red light and is able to look over at me. 

"He left and I can't see him anymore. It's kind of hard to explain but I really just want him back here with me but I can't. Even if he was here, I'd still won't be as important to him as this girl So yeon is." I try to explain without having to tell all the truth.

"Drive." I tell her seeing the light turn, she looks back on the road and drives.

I look at the mirror in the car and see just for a slight second Jongin, in the back seat leaning over to my seat. My mind is driving me crazy! I'm literally going insane thinking about him!

"Katherine calm down, we're almost here."