Don't Leave Me (Kai Fanfic)

Chapter 9.

"I'm not suppose to be here. I have to go. Promise me you'll bring me back properly next time." He tells me and I nod. He disappears and I felt there, my hand still up for a second before I slowly put my arm at my side again, pulling my sleeve back down.

I sigh, how do I get rid of that bite?

"Katherine...where's Kai?" Eun-ji asks me hesitantly as she sees if it's safe for her to get out of my room.

"Um, gone..again." I mumble as I press my lips together. She walks over to hug me and I somewhat hug her back feeling hurt but not wanting to be emotional.

"What..How did he just appear like that?" She asks letting go. I decide I shouldn't tell her yet because it may get Jongin into even more trouble. If anything, it's best to tell her after Jongin gets back...if he can even get back.

"Do you believe me now? That's what I saw yesterday, he keeps calling me and now I guess you can see him too. He's probably letting you see him because I'd be crazy if only I saw him." I act, trying to make her believe she sees Kai in my mind as well.

"Tell him to not let me see him, that was so scary and strange. Just..I don't care, talk to him and if you sound crazy I don't care! It's more crazy if I can see and talk to him!" She says and I try not to smile. She's very gullible.

"Okay." I agree.

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"Katherine, are you okay?" Sehun asks seeing my hand and holding it.

"Huh? Yeah, I'm fine." I say. I've wrapped my hand before I got to my next class. Sehun just passed by me right before I could get into the class.

"Are you sure?" He asks and I assure him I'm okay but I know he's going to go to Eun-ji afterwards and ask her way I'm acting weird.

"Just leave me alone. I have to get to class." I grit my teeth getting annoyed with him. I lost patience. He lets go off my hand and I walk into class. I take me seat and let out a breath. Please let me find the way to bring Jongin back.

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Another day pasts and I go out into the city again late.

"Why did he leave in the first place?" Eun-ji asks as we walk down the street. It's really late but we just came back from eating dinner. We're heading to my place right now, she's staying over this time.

"It wasn't his choice to leave. Someone told him he need to go and so he obeyed." I try to explain without having to say too much.

"Is he okay?"

"Yeah.." I say not sure. I think he's doing fine physical but emotionally...maybe he's not stable emotionally but I feel if he were her now with me, everything would be better for the both of us.

"He talked about coming back didn't he?" She asks. She must've heard while we were yelling at each other in the living room.

We wait at the end of the street for the lights to turn up for the walking man sign.

"If I can get him to come back he said he will. But I don't even know how to." We start to cross when it lights up.

"Well do you love him?" She asks me and I stop walking in the middle of the road. My hands in my jacket.

"What?" I ask.

"Do you love him?" She asks once again. She stand a bit further in front of me, still talking to me as she looks back to me. She stands on the mini concrete place sepperating the roads. We're halfway close to crossing the road before I stopped.

I stand there on the road thinking for a second I want to say no because it's obvious that for spending time with someone for only 5 days, you can't really fall for someone but the time I spend with him, good and bad, I like both.

He affected my life significantly through those 5 days and without him, it doesn't feel right.

Although he did yell and we did fight a bit, I liked him a lot. Now, I don't care about So yeon. All I really want is for Jongin to be at my side and never leave because everything seems better with him.

"Yeah, I do love him." I finally say getting out of thought.

"Katherine!" Two voices yell out and one wraps their arms around me and tackle me off the side before a car runs by quickly.

"Ow!" I say my eyes close and holding myself, waiting for the pain to go away. I'm still on the ground with someone beside me.

I finally open my eyes when the pain becomes bearable. I see Eun-ji covering her out with her hands, freaked out about two things. 1. I almost got hit and 2.

"Jongin?"