Don't Leave Me (Kai Fanfic)

Chapter 8.

"I can't live like this if he keep talking to me in my head." I shake Eun-ji.

"Okay! Okay! Calm yourself! We'll get through this!" She tells me and I let go of her. My breathing as gotten heavy.

We've just got into my apartment and I lay on the couch, my face in my hands. 

"Hey, is this your drawing? Did you start drawing again?" She asks me sitting at the table, holding my drawing of Jongin. 

"Yeah but no I'm not going to start drawing again. It's boring." I tell her sitting up.

"It's very nice but it's kind of scary." She says and I walk over to sit beside her.

"To be honest, as an artist you're not suppose to say you like your own art but this one..I really like it." I tell her and she smiles. "That's good that you like it." 

I try to smile and little but look down again with a frown thinking about Jongin. "Which one do you like better?" She asks me and I look back up at the drawing she's holding up.

"Both because together, they're who Jongin is. I love both sides of him, good and bad." I tell her and she smiles more.

"I love every meaning behind your artworks, they are always so deep. You should've came to Uni for Art not whatever you're here for now." I roll my eyes playfully at her.

I put one knee up to my chest and wrap my arms around it, resting my chin on my knee as my other leg sways close to the ground.

"Why'd you draw it?" She asks more questions. I can see why Jongin got tired of hearing my continuous questions now.

"Because I thought if I were to draw him out, my nightmares and thoughts of him would disappear or just stick to that drawing and I wouldn't be bother by his leaving anymore." I tell her honestly.

She nods. "And it didn't work." I know. 

"Do you think I'm going crazy or do you think that he's actually talking to me?" Although she doesn't know he's a demon and he may have supernatural powers and may actually be talking to me, I want to hear what she thinks.

"I really don't know. I don't think that you're crazy, you're far from crazy Katherine. If anything, it's probably just your mind trying to play tricks on you, who knows." Jongin might if this is even real that he's saying my name.

"I have to go. We have classes tomorrow."

"Okay." I sigh.

"If something goes wrong just call me and I'll drive over as fast as I can." She says putting my drawing down and hugging me before she leaves.

"Close the door properly this time." I tell her before she walks out. She gives me a funny look. "What do you mean? I close it properly last time Katherine. Don't try to trick me into thinking you're going crazy." She laughs joke fully. I look at her weird. "Bye." She says before closing the door properly.

I get up to lock the door and that's when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turn around to of course see no one. My mind plays tricks see Jongin right in front of me for just a second, like a game glitch.

I press my lips, trying to keep it together as I walk to the washroom.

Right after I get into my bed and fall asleep. 

~Dream~

I find myself in this grey grass land area. the sky is dull and there almost nothing. From a distance is Jongin with his hands in his pockets, his eyes pitch-black and that evil smirk on his face. HIs bites his lip showing off his sharp teeth the have sunken into my flesh before. His hair is a bit messy and some of his black views trail around his face, neck and wrists. He's a very sexy demon but the way he is acting right now makes him seem possessed in a way. 

"I told you not to leave me Jongin."

"I told you the same."

"What do you mean? You left me."

"Then bring me back." 

"How?"

"I can't tell you that Katherine. You have to figure it out yourself. Show me how much you need me back."

~End of dream~

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"Katherine...what is all this?" Eun-ji asks me ask I tell her to come in. 

"You will find out soon." I say finishing the mixture. "Come here." I tell her and she walks fast over to me like she's in high heels. She makes sure that she doesn't tip over the candles I've put on the floor.

I cut my palm with a knife and let the blood drip into the bowl of the mixture. 

"Katherine! You're scary me!" her voice is shaky as she sits on the ground beside me, gripping onto the carpet. 

The lights in my living room break and the candle light up around the symbol drawn on the floor with spray paint.

I take my hand away from the bowl. 

"Katherine." Jongin says in a whisper and he appears in front of me.

"Jongin?" I ask covering my mouth with the clean, uncut hand.

I get up since he's standing right infant of me.

"Katherine! What the fuck is happening?!!" Eun-ji screams. Jongin and I stand there for a second, just gazing into each other eyes until he wraps his arms around me tightly hugging me.

"Katherine." He whimpers almost in tears or relief and happiness. I hug him back with one arm while the other hand is still hurt from cutting it.

He lets go to see my hand. He holds it gently in his. Jongin opens my fist to look at the cut then to me eyes. "This isn't how you get me to come back." He growls at me holding my hand up to my eye level.

So he was really talking to me in my dreams..

He sighs seeing my face expression. Eun-ji screams again before coiner her mouth and back up.

We both face her for a second. "I-I'm just going to go into your room for a while..." She says slowly getting up and leaving. 

We both look back at each other. "Then how was I suppose to get you to come back?!" I start to raise my voice. Does he not want to come back?! I'm trying to find ways to get him back and what is he doing?!

"If I tell you I'm in big trouble down there!" He says talking about hell.

"Give me a hint or clue or something!" I say about to get into tears because I really need him back because everything is different after he left and I don't like it. I literally almost killed one of my professors this morning because I got so mad at him.

He groans. "I'm sorry if I get you in trouble." I mumble, looking away.

He takes his other hand, the one that isn't holding my wrist, and tilts my chin back to look at him.

"Get. Rid. Of. This." He says through his gritted teeth forcefully pushing down my sleeve to reveal the bite from before.