Don't Leave Me (Kai Fanfic)

Chapter 13.

We get into the apartment room minutes before Jongin walks in with So yeon. 

"Calm Katherine." Sehun whispers in my ear and I take a breath. He has his hands on the couch from behind. He leaves right after So yeon walks to me.

"Kai talked to me about what happened..I'm sorry I didn't know." She says sitting down next to me on the couch, putting her pastel purse next to her.

I look at Jongin who's talking to Sehun in the kitchen. "It's-" I start but she cuts me off.

"I'm sorry that I kind of hogged Kai to myself, I know you guys are close. I shouldn't have said that he's my boyfriend since we've been gone from each other so long. It's just that I haven't seen him in so long and to see him happy again as back to normal, it made me even more happy." Close? Just close? 

"First of all, he was happy as a demon. Maybe not fully happy but he's not fully happy human either." I argue. "I just want to talk Katherine, please don't get angry.." This bitch is getting on my nerves with this sweet voice!

Can you act real for just a minute?! "Katherine, I've watched over him for many years, he did not seem happy to me." Only because you think since he was gone without you that he's unhappy.

"I've talked to him, he said he was fine but after me, he was okay."

"I've talked and known him way longer than you have Katherine, take my word." 

"Are you fucking serious right now?! What is with the fighting?!" 

"You!" We both get up, growling and leaving separate ways. I'm fucking done with her! I can't talk to her!

She walks out the door and I walk into my room. Two door slam noises at once.

I scream into my pillow and punch it. 

"I need to go talk to So yeon, you talk with her." I hear Jongin say and in a few seconds, Sehun slowly opens the door, cautious.

"Hey.." He says barely.

"Of course he goes to So yeon." I mumble.

"What was I suppose to do with So yeon? I barely know her." Sehun says and sits down beside me. I rest my head on his shoulder and he rubs my back.

"I don't like her." 

"I can tell." He laughs lightly.

"I don't like Jongin right now either. He said we were close but I thought we were a lot more than just close to him." I furrow my brows and hug the pillow.

We're both just looking down at the floor as we talk.

"She's acting like they are still really close, like they became best friends." I add and he sighs. "I can't deal with this love problem. I wasn't made to handle this. I'm calling Eun-ji over." He says standing up, having his hand in his front pocket and his other calling Eun-ji. I just furrow my brows at him. What the hell? 

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"Katherine-"Jongin starts but I cut him off, pointing to him as he walks over to me but stops immediately. It's been a long night and everyone has just left. I've almost cried about 100 times today but I kept it in.

"Don't fucking talk to me. I am so done with everything and everyone today." 

He opens his mouth to speaks again but I open mine. "Just...go." I sigh and run my fingers through my hair as I leave first. He stand theres with his hands behind his back, biting his lip and looking down as he hears what I say to him.

I brush by him quickly and walk into my room, closing the door. Tonight, he sleeps in the guest room while I'm alone in my room for once.

I don't play on sleep right away since everything is still fresh in my mind and the only way I can really try to get it out is to try to focus on something else so I open my laptop and start typing more notes from class.

After an hour I decide to go to sleep since I still have class tomorrow and luckily it's Friday tomorrow.

I turn off the lights and get in bed.

I barely get to sleep before I hear crashes and yelling from the other room. I get up quickly and rush over, opening the door to see Jongin who's asleep and having the worst nightmare.

"Jongin! Wake up!" I shake him and slowly he wakes up, sweating and breathing heavily. The crash came from him knocking down the lamp by the bed.

He looks at me like his life flashed right before his eyes. "It's okay, it's okay, it was just a nightmare." I say brushing his hair away from his face.

He looks around still panting until he catches his breath. I sigh. I can't leave him so I stay, sitting on the bed, waiting til he falls back asleep.

"I can't sleep." Jongin tells me after a while. "Try." 

"I don't want to when everything is on my mind." 

"Fucking deal with it!" I say harsh and bitter to him and he sits up to get closer to my face.

"What the hell is wrong with you?! Did you not turn back to good or something?! I don't understand why you're so upset! Why do you hate So yeon?! You don't. Even. Know her." He growls at me.

"All you've done today is stay by her side! That is what's bothering me! You'd chose for over me in seconds!! Do you not know how it feels to me a second choice to someone? I swear if you're going to say that you two are just close I'm going to lose it more than I've already have today!" 

"I love you Katherine! Has that not been obvious?! If so I'm sorry! When I saw So yeon, it shocked me because of how much I missed her but I know I won't ever have what I had with her years ago!" 

"Why did you tell her that we're close?" I ask. 

"Because we are..?" He says confused as he sits up. Does he not think of us more?

Then he realizes what I think. "I know that we're together Katherine if that's what you're worried about."

"But what about  So yeon? She doesn't know that, she thinks that you're still with her. Why did you tell her that?"

He hesitates. "When we saw her I remember what I had with her but then I starting thinking and..So yeon watched me for years so she still knows me somewhat but I haven't seen her in years so it wouldn't make sense to start knowing someone again while I already love another." 

"What did you talk to her about after I left?" I say. Lately I've been more angry at him that he is at me.

"I told her that I was with you and that she and I should just stay friends. Katherine, you know you're mine. I'm not going to push you away for her." He says calm.

I groan and stand up. "I really need sleep so I'll talk more with you tomorrow." I say leaving but he blocks my way and corners me, putting me up against the wall.

"No! We're figuring this all out tonight or never!" He shouts as me and I jump.