Don't Leave Me (Kai Fanfic)

Chapter 14.

"You've been leaving me this whole night! Who fucking cares about So yeon! Just because I loved her once doesn't mean I'll keep loving her. I'll still remember the feelings I used to have for her but it's gone now and if you keep thinking that I do love her then..." He yells at me and stops.

"Then what? You'd leave me for her?" I growl.

He walks away, making me not trapped anymore. He pulls at his hair and growls. "Ugh! See this is what's getting me so mad at you right now! You're acting like a jealous girlfriend! We both you're not like that so please stop!!" He says after turning back around. He pretty much begs me to stop being angry at 'nothing.'

"What do you want me to do? Stop talking to her?"

"No.." I mumble knowing it'd be selfish of me to keep him to myself. "Then what?"

"Please..don't be so clueless and know when she's flirting with you, that's what hurts me the most, to see you so happy with her because I don't know when I've ever seen you that happy with me." A few tears roll down my cheek.

He lets out a small breath and walks over to me. He brushes the tears on my cheek away with his thumb.

Jongin kisses my cheek. "I'm right here, I'm not leaving you ever." He says hugging me and I hug him but just not as tight.

- - - - - - - - - - - -

"Hey Katherine.." Someone says while I walk fast to my car.

I stop fiddling with my keys and look up to whoever said my name. It was So yeon. "Why are you on campus?" I ask confused.

"I wanted to talk to you.." Okay...

"We can go out for coffee or something." She suggests. "I'd rather just make it quick right now. I have to get back and catch up on a lot of things." I say. I missed this mornings class because I just couldn't focus, I wasn't getting anything it.

She sighs. "Okay. I know you don't want to talk to me but I just need to settle everything and say I did not know that he was with you. I just thought that everything would be left the way it was before..I really should've thought more before kissing him or acting like he's my boyfriend. I really am sorry. I didn't mean to make you mad." She says with puppy dog eyes but I don't break that easy. I'm cold and anyone who has met me knows I'd only break in tears if it's too much for me. Other than that, I'm more emotionless.

"Thanks fine." I say nodding and start to walk fast again to my car. "Wait! Don't you want to say anything else?"

"Like...what?" I say blankly as I get stopped again.

"Are you even an angel?" She asks and grabs my wrist, pushing down my sleeve. What the hell?

"How did the bite disappear?" She asks me. "Jongin turned human and then it disappeared." I say still confused what she's getting at. I don't care if I'm good or bad but apparently she does.

She nods. "Okay...well see you around Katherine." She leaves. Didn't she want me to say something to her? Whatever I've got things to do. I guess she's alright now that she gets that we're together.

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Days pasted. I finally started to forgive him and things got better. Jongin would hangout with So yeon sometimes but usually without me which is okay, I guess. 

Well until one day.

"I'm telling you! She's probably a demon or something! She probably has done something so bad that she can no longer be nice! I forgave her and all she said was okay! What the heck?! No good person would say that." 

"So what's wrong if she's bad? You don't even know if she's good or bad. She doesn't even know if she's good or bad!" 

Two people fight, coming closer to my apartment door.

I'm sitting on the couch with my laptop on my lap, my feet rest on the coffee table. I stop typing when I hear all the yelling. 

I listen in. "If she's bad then why are you with her?! Shouldn't you look for someone else who won't be able to bring you back downstairs with them?"

"Like who?! You?! Ha! I don't care what she is. I probably will end up back in hell some time soon anyways! Who knows what they'll want me for!"

"And you're okay with that?!" 

"I long as I'm with her, I don't care where I end up! Heaven, hell! It's all the same! I'm done with you So yeon! Fuck off!" Jongin storms into the apartment and right before he slams the door on her, she sees me and I see her.

My mouth is a bit open from what I just heard and probably the whole apartment heard too. He mumbles things under his breath as he walks to the kitchen. "Is there anything to eat?" He asks in a bitter tone still fed up with So yeon.

"Uh...is everything okay..?" I question him, putting my laptop on the coffee table and getting up.

"Who gives her the right to talk about you like that? Or talk about who should be with?" He groans as he opens a water bottle that he gets out of the fridge and chugs some of it down. 

He's a bit angered today. "I'm going to go talk to her.." I say slowly waiting to see she reaction. He just looks down frustrated. "I love you." I say trying to cheer him up yet he still says nothing which is fine. I know hes angered. I rush quickly to catch up to So yeon but as I walk out I hear him mumble something to me but I can't make it out so I keep running instead.

"Hey!" I call her just as she reacts the end of the street. 

She looks at me angered. "Do you know what you're doing to my relationship with Kai?! We use to be perfect until you came into the picture and messed everything up! I don't understand why he would chose to be a with a cruel person over me or any good person!" She says like she innocent.

"What the fuck?! Who said I was cruel?!!" I fight back. I was going to try to calm  and comfort her but guess not.

"We both know you're not good. I don't know you well Katherine but from the looks of it you're definitely not heaven material." Jongin was right, why the fuck does she think can go around talking to people like that?! If anything, she's not a good person. I don't even know how she got into heaven with that attitude.

Even if I do think I'm not the best person, no one else can say that but me. "Fuck you okay?! Don't even talk about me that way!" I say start to push her because I'm getting so fed up with her.

Her jaw drops for a second before she pushes me back and I stumble back. So yeon screams and that's the last thing I hear/ know after being hit.

Turns out, we're all not fit for heaven.