Forest of Stanzas

Secret

I've got a secret
It makes me feel selfish
I've got a secret
Well, more like a wish
I've got a secret
If you knew it, you'd hate me
I've got a secret,
Something I cherish
I long for the heart, that belongs to another
I've recently learned heartbreak is loves brother
So call me selfish for what I have done
Call me devil, but his heart had been won!
You call it murder, I call it fair play
And I'd do the same thing any day
So why does he weep?
I thought he'd be happy
Joyful, ecstatic
But not depressed or angry
I thought he'd be happy
I'd just killed my best friend
Maybe I'd been too forward in the end
Was he scared of me now?
Why does he run?
Why does he point at me a loaded shotgun?
A pain through my chest
Not from the bullet
But from a heartbreak painful enough to beat all the rest
I look towards my love as I can no longer breathe
And whisper of my secret
I hope he'll believe
That my love for him caused my selfish act
And that out of love, his love I'd attacked
So good bye my dear love
I hope you are well
I've loved you forever
Our time had been swell
So I've got a secret
If you dare to believe it
A goal in my mind
I dared to achieve it
So let my secret
Be a lesson to those near and far
If you have a wish like my own
Just wish on a star

A/n I wrote this at two in the morning. Pls don't judge. I noticed this book has been getting a little more attention so I'd like to update more frequently, however, I am not the most original person and need help coming up with poems. Please comment something and I will try my hardest to make a poem. ( I will dedicate it to you) so please comment. I thank you.
-SONALIPAPAYA;)