Chapter 15

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--Niall's POV--

I'm 5 months into my pregnancy. The babies due in 2 or 3 months. Me being a guy, the pregnancy will be different.

It took me a while to get used to it. Me and Liam got into a fight because of my hormones. Liam had left me for two months. I told him I hated him. And we got into it, I hit him and pushed him, and well. I haven't seen him since. Last I heard, he's staying with Zayn and Heather. Heathers 7 months into her pregnancy. She's having a girl. I found out the gender of my baby two weeks ago. I'm having twins. Two boys. I'm happy, I just wish I had Liam there with me to find out. I haven't seen him in two months. I heard he had gotten a boyfriend. Named Olly.

Right now, I'm sitting in a Starbucks. I have my computer in front of me. And I'm watching videos of me and Liam when we were kids up till now. And I'm looking at pictures of us as kids up till now. Tears were streaming down my face. I cant believe I did that To Liam. I.. I just feel terrible. I want Liam back. I /need/ Liam back.

About 20 minutes later, I was still looking at pictures and videos when the door to Starbucks opened and the bell made a ding.

I looked up to see who was coming in.

It was Liam and Olly.

Worst of all, they were holding hands. And they both looked truly happy.

I think thats what killed me the most.

They ordered their coffee and sat down at a table next to mine. Olly was next to me, and Liam was across from him. They talked and laughed and said 'I love you' and all it did was make cry harder. I feel as if some took my heart out, smashed it into a million pieces and then smashed those pieces into a million more.

All I want to do is die.

I was still looking through videos and pictures when I heard /him/ say my name.

"N-Niall?" Liam stuttered out.

I turned my head and looked at him. I was still crying.

"What do you want, Liam?" I asked.

"I cant believe its you!" Liam said, standing up and walking over to me, trying to give me a huge.

I pushed him back.

I looked at his face and saw hurt.

"Ni...?" Liam asked, quietly.

"No. Your not aloud to call me Ni. Do you know why? No? Well, I'll tell you." I said as I stood up.

"Your not aloud to call me that because you left me. You left me at home, by myself. With a baby in my stomach, Liam! You said you'd be back later. And I didn't see you after that! You didn't even break up with me. And then I heard from someone, who wasn't you, that you started dating someone else. I didn't mean to tell you I hate you and to push and punch you. My hormones went crazy! You should've known that! I thought you, out of all people would understand that, Liam! I guess I was wrong. People change. I've had a hard time these past 2 months. I'm 5 months pregnant! I went to the doctor to find out the sex. Yea, I'm having twins. Two boys. I'm putting them up for adoption once I give birth to them. I cant take care of them myself, Liam. What possessed you to leave your boyfriend, who was carrying your children, alone?! I haven't ate properly. I haven't slept. I cry every night! I barely leave my house! I'm so far behind on my bills! I have no job! I have no one to support me anymore, Liam! You were all I had left! I don't have anything anymore! I cant live like this. Sooner or later, something will happen to me. Whether its for the better or the worst. And it will be your fault. So, have a nice life, with your new boyfriend. I guess the weddings off. So. I guess, this is goodbye. Goodbye, Liam. I'll miss you. And I love you. I always have and always will. You broke your promise. We promised each other we'd get married and start a family. We were so close to! But you ripped it apart. I really hope your happy. Have a nice life, and I wish you the best. I love you, Liam." I said. I gathered my things. I leaned up and kissed Liam on the lips one last time. And then I left.

I walked out of Starbucks. Crying.

I just lost my best friend. The love of my life. He was all I had left.

I want to die now.

I got down the block and then remembered I forgot my jacket. I turned around and walked back into Starbucks and went to go get my jacket, but Liam's voice stopped me.

--Liam's POV--

I sat back down, and a tear slipped from my eyes.

"Are you ok, Liam?" Olly asked.

"Yea, yea. I'm fine."

"Are you sure? Because if you truly love Niall, you can go get him. I wont mind. I'll move on."

"No, no. I love you, now. I'm over Niall. I'm starting a new life. Were going to live happily ever after. I've moved on. I love you, and want to be with you. Forever."

I meant it. I'm over, Niall. I love Olly now. I want to be with him. I don't love Niall anymore.

--Niall's POV--

H-He doesn't l-love me anymore?

I should have known.

I felt the tears fall faster.

I walked over got my jacket. I turned around to leave but Liam stopped me.

"Are you ok, Niall?"

"No, Liam. I'm not ok. The love of my life just said he doesn't love me anymore. He moved on. Do you know how that makes me feel? I feel like someone just shoot me in the heart, Liam. I thought I still had a chance to win you back. But, I guess I don't and I never did. But, I'm happy for you. You have someone who makes you happy. Good luck, Liam" i coked out. I turned around and ran out of Starbucks.

I got back to my house, I threw my stuff on the couch and ran up to my bedroom. I fell on my bed and cried. I cried until I couldn't anymore. I cried till my eyes hurt.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I lost him.

I lost the love of my life. My lover. My soul mate. But most importantly. I lost my best friend.

For good.

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