Please..... don't go. ( Part 2)

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Hia guys.... No promises of a happy ending ok? Sometimes it doesn't always work that way but... You never know, right?

" Can't..... Do..... D-do you have to-" He didn't know what to do or how to think. His voice wobbled. He was frozen.

" I can't get out of it Phil. I've tryed. " Dan's words sounded strangled. Anger, hurt, sadness, pain, flashing over his usually cheerful features. It was like someone had dropped a rock into Phils chest, Someone was squeezing his ribs and he couln't breath, couln't move.

This wasn't happening.

This wasn't happening....

This wasn't ....... It....it..... can't Be.

" It's a joke. It's a joke! Just say it Dan, This.... This isn't funny anymore. I can't..... Say it's a joke you have to! Please Dan you can't -"

" No Phil!! It's not a joke! I'm leaving! I'm leaving you I'm leaving my friends and I'm leaving everything behind! I don't have a choice. Don't.... Please don't make this make difficult for me. "

Then Phil saw, possibly the most heartbreaking thing he'd ever seen.

The boy that he'd grown to love. To know everything about. His face crumpled and he stood, arms rapped around himself, looking so vulnerable and scared, then suddenly, sobbing silently. Shaking, falling into himself, his black lashes soaked with salty tears. Red eyes and his lips drawn in, bitten till he could taste the coppery blood.

Phil collapsed into Dan, the two falling to th ground weeping, and together they stayed that way untill the rain got to icey to bare.

-

Never had the boys spent so much time together than the last week Dan was home.

Phil constantly considered telling him but with everything going on, he didn't want another thing on his mind.

But here they are. Standing face to face.

At the airport. And Dans flight boards in 10 minutes.

" Dan.... "

" Phil... "

The younger boy gripped his suitcase tightly, wishing this wasn't it.

" Promise to Skype all the time? " Phil looked up, eyes like a child's, holding back the tears.

" Definitely. "

" And call, right? "

" Of course. "

The voice echoed around the large space of the airport, delivering the news neither of them wanted to hear.

" I need to...... Go now. " Dan whispered, because thats all he could mange.

" One more thing. " Phil looking into Dans eyes, nervous expression on jis face.

" Yes? "

" I love you. "

" I love you too. " Dan smiled.

" No....not like.... Friends.... Like "

Dans Dad called him, warning of a missed flight if he didn't hurry, though that would be fine with him.

" I know what you meant. "

Grabbing Phil by the shirt he pulled the boy into a passionate kiss, holding him as long as he could before whispering against his cheek " I'll see you as soon as I can. Don't get a boyfriend or anything while I'm away. "

" Why's that? " Phil whispered back.

" Because you already have one. "

One more sweet kiss before Dan ran to the gate, the feel of his lips still warming Phil, head to toe, and momentarily lifting the void from him.

He can hold onto that feeling untill he sees Dan again. He's sure of it.

Is that a happy ending? I guess it's a compromise. I'm sad after that.... Better go watch some sherlock I guess.

" I'm not a Phycopath, I'm a high functioning sociopath. Do your research. "

Thanks for reading and remember

Stay purple my little Phanatics!

Bye!!!

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