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I took my bath early in the morning dreading to go to school, I wore my undergarment Victoria secret if I may say. Of course I'm bragging, I wished I had worn one when I lost my innocence.

May be it was a good thing I didn't CO's the moron ripped my bra's straps, he must be one wld guy. I just shivered by the thought.

I wore my huge sweater that looks like a dress I don't bother to wear anything else. I wore my long socks and red converse and took my huge backpack.

Dad dropped me at school, I entered the school gate, welcome to hell hole, I mentally sighed.

I walked to my locker people giving me strange looks, is it because of what I'm wearing but it is cute.definitely not my outfit, I can see you them whispering to each other and pointing at their phone.

Damn they must know I just lost my virginity to some guy, I can hear some of them saying things like slut, bitch and whore and some other horrible things I don't wanna mention.

I arrived at my locker I took out my books, people still starring at me, gosh people lose their innocence all the time, why am I suddenly popular.but not to strangers my subconscious said.

" hey" a girl with black her and caramel skin said, she was black. Never in my entire life has anyone greeted me in this school. She must want me to do some homework for her. She seems nice, but don't they all seem nice and end up being spawns, my subconscious reminded me.

" hey" I said looking at my feet, hey what can I say I get intimidated easily, I'm not that confident you know.
" dude, your a legend you slept with the whole football team and two guys from drama club, six from basketball and 3 from hockey." She said giggling.

I looked at her like she's mad, how can I sleep with so many people, that's beyond being a whore, heck that beyond being normal and sane.

"Oh you didn't see the pictures" she said fiddling with the hem of her shirt. She looked shy like I am, may be we could be friends. " no I haven't slept with so many people, geez that's not normal" I said, while walking away.

She showed me her phone, she was on facebook, I see different pictures of myself and different guys. Omg!! How come I don't remember this. They must have drugged me, that's why I woke up without remembering a thing.

Now I'll never know which of the guys broke my Yemen. Not that I'll ask them, I found myself crunched in the floor crying not caring that people are looking at me.

The girl who showed me the pictures sat down with me, that's odd people would normally laugh at you when they found out how much of a slut you are.

May be she thought I was a hero, oh crap I'm out of my wits right now." You don't remember what happened right" she said to me. I just nodded.

She looked at the pictures again and she sighed I could see sympathy in her eyes, I've always longed for that from someone, and finally getting it brought some hope.

" you don't look conscious in this pictures, and I think they drunker you. I'm so sorry" she said. I couldn't believe my ears, she just apologized and she hugged me.

I hope she's not faking it, I'm so desperate to have a friend," thank god,I'm not pregnant. Cos the next morning when I got home I was on my period" I said between sobs.

" imagine getting their semen to know who the father of the baby is" she said, sounding serious.I just chuckled at the thought and she gave me a genuine smile.

" I'm Jessica by the way, I'm a junior and I have a massive crush on Dean Blaze Jacobs." She said, smilling. I just laughed at her did she really have to tell me who she's crushing on.

I stopped when I noticed she wasn't laughing," are you serious?" I asked her, she nodded and we started laughing.I've never laughed in this premisses before and it sure felt good.

I just hope the bullies won't bully her for talking to me," well I'm Manroe you must know that from all the bulling going on around me and I'm a sophomore" I said smilling.

" you forgot your a genius too.." She was about to say something when the popular guys arrived. The guys who supposingly raped me, I could feel tears fresh on my checks.

I felt Jessica's hand squeezing my shoulder for comfort and I appreciated that." My homework and project now, you slut" the spawn said, may be I should say rapist.he didn't even look at me in the eyes he must be feeling guilty.

" who are you" Dean asked, Jessica. I could hear her stuttering because trust me she was scared talking to her crush who is supposingly scaring the shit out of her right now.

He checked her out, and so did spawn and Craig I could see Casey, Sarah and goddess Danielle bowing holes into Jessica. I don't blame them the girl is pretty and very curvy. The darker you are the curvier you get but she looks mix to me.

" sweetheart, run before I change my mind" Dean said, I could see him smile as Jessica run.I guess he likes what he see.

I took out their home works, and carefully handed him his art work. I could see he was impressed but he tried to hide it. " I thought you said you were bad at art?" Danielle asked while linking arms with her lover I guess. May be they finally hooked up.

"She just wanted Travis's attention" Sarah said, she hardly talks. I was surprised she did, she's normally just a follower.

" can I have the art piece after they grade it for you, I really love it since my parents helped me do it" I said looking at Travis as they call him dead in the eyes.

I could see guilt in his eyes he covered it up so quickly, and his eyes sent cold." I can't believe I slept with you, your so nagging" he said and the guys agreed too, he pushed me. But I stood up immediately since this sweater kinda showed my underwear.

" Victoria secret eh?" The guys said in unison, and with that I took my backpack and run to class, thankful because it was not heavy I got rid of all the foreign books.

Everyone deserves a friend, someone they can talk to about everything♡