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Back to hell hole and it looks like heaven

I arrived at school feeling uneasy waiting for something bad to happen to me, I bet those guys have been waiting for my arrival.

Unless the thought I wasn't going to make it, but I know since one is dating eh should I say ex friend or pending friend, oh fuck it Hannah, wow I'm getting worse at this cussing game.

He already knows I'm alive and there's half a chance that I'll make an appearance today, I walked to my locker still nothing unusual happening, apart from people starring at me like I'm a ghost.

May be I am half dead and I ghost, I tried killing myself that should count as being one right or not. I could hear a group of girls saying thing like freak, well that wasn't new.

I arrived at my locker, and no stink boom in it. Okay that's good only dust for two weeks that makes sense. I dusted the books I was going to use for the day and pit them in my backpack.

Yes it is still big, and surprisingly not heavy yet, wait until break, I walked fast to my first class which is Chemistry.
I walked so fast so that I don't have to see those spawns.

I bumped into something really hard and soft which I landed on top, there's no freaken way a wall can breath. Unless walls have been animated then okay that will make sense.

" excuse me, as much as I enjoy this position I have to get to class and I don't like so many pair of eyes on us" the animated wall spoke, don't be shocked it can talk since it has been given lively features.

I opened my eyes and the first thing I did and say was" shit" and I stood up, ha ha y'all thought I shit myself. I was kidding I just stood up and run to class.

Yes gravity was not on my side today co's I decided to go straight through the door and fall gracefully on my butt, crap."need help?" Someone spoke. I heard this voice before shit animate wall.

I walked straight to the back where I normally sit, I hope no one has made this their official seat for the past two weeks I was absent.

Or the teacher changed the sitting arrangements I'll personally murder her and bury her at the back of the school. Hold on horsey, I mentally scowled myself.

When did I become so vain and cussing non stop, is like I'm a totally different person except for embarrassing myself.and the teacher besides me moves, nobody seats here.

" look I know, you must be freaked out heck even scared of us but I'm sorry" he said." Us?"I asked. Oh my eyes were closed so I didn't know who I was talking to.

" did you lose your memory" Dean, asked. Yes ladies and gentlemen Dean is the animate wall I fell on top and ended up in that sexy position that got me all flustered.

And he's the one who just asked me if I need help a few minutes ago, quiet ironic right, thought so too." What do you want me to do, and I'm sorry for missing school for all those days. I'll do all your homework" I said.

Real smooth Monroe, what happened to that sass you had at home. Your suddenly scared of them. Once again that evil voice said.

" no, actually can I see you and lunch? Stop apologizing will you?" He said, giving me a sad smile. Did he just say that, they're back again I thought they'll leave me alone.

I sighed and said sure, he left and he waved at me. I looked at the back to check if I was mistaken, " you silly" he said and chuckled.

" me?" I asked, no one in particular since he was long gone. Why am I giggling, he's going to finish off what his best friend started. I'm screwed I don't have a backbone I can't help but have faith in people even though I get hurt in the end.

People finally filled the class, as weird as this might sound I missed this people that I don't know most their names their my classmates. The teacher signed the roll call, and all of a sudden in the middle of a lesson I'm called to the principal's office.

I took my backpack and walked there knowing exactly what this is all about, they know I tried killing myself and they're making sure I'm still alive.

This sucks the teacher won't even let me sharpen my pencil she thinks I'll hurt myself, my parents are worse they removed all the sharp objects at home.

I got into the office and sat down, " M's Harper, how are you?" He asked, uhm.. Alert am I talking to principal Lambart this guy never asks if your okay. Even after you get a fractured leg or arm after playing football and winning for the school.

I pointed at myself indicating if he was asking me, or maybe my mom was here and he thought she was not married." Yes Monroe how are you" he repeated, this time using my name.

I knew he was referring to me, unless Merline Monroe evolved from the dead. " oh I'm fine and yourself sir" I said, and I got nervous even more.

" I'm fine, reason I called you here is because when you were absent a few of the senior students have not been submitting their school work" he said and looked at me.

I was confused is that my business, I'm not the teacher right." You must be confused those students are the ones which would threaten you to do their work" he said.

" uhm sir how do you know it was me who was doing their homework" I said, I was ready to deny everything imagine when they find out about this they'll kill me, and I'll be in trouble with the school. I'm an A student for chrissake.

" your handwriting was found on their books and projects, funny enough you had a way of signing your name at the back of their folders and those morons never noticed" he said chuckling.

Yep, that's a habit that I find hard to break and it finally got me in deep shit," am I in trouble sir?" I asked, scared I was about to piss my pants." Yes you are, co's that earned you,you punishment you've been promoted to senior year.I was impressed when I looked at Mr Blaze's folder, he got straight As which apparently gave him and yet your in sophomore year and you know a lot of senior year's syllabus" he said.

Okay I think I'm dreaming did I just skip junior year, and go senior year. I'm fucken going to college, damn I never said this okay so shut up" I love my bullies they did me a huge favor"

" sir I don't know what to say, I mean can I be able to do it?" I asked, hoping he would change his mind, I'm joking I was hoping for the opposite." Yes you can do it, it has only been a month and a half since school started and you are way better than most of the student in that grade anyways"

" omg!! Thank you sir, omg omg I'm a fucken senior" oh ooh I just cussed in front of the principal, " I'm sorry I'm sorry sir" I said on my knees.

" I'll let it slide since you did it out of sheer happiness now go get your new schedule before I change my mind, remember you'll be taking exams in a few weeks time checking your progress, you dismissed" he said.

They did me a huge favour

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