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I was walking to class when I heard what happened on Facebook last night, I'm not a social media butterfly. So I was walking and I could hear girls sneaking some looks at me.

That's what I usually come to school to, no surprise there." Oh hey bro, I bet you didn't know what went down?" Craig said smirking.

I wish I could hit that smirk off his face, CO's right now he has the upper hand he knows something I don't.

" what happened man, all I hear is some bitch fight at Facebook and my name was mentioned" I said while we walked to algebra.

I hate this class so much and that nerdy girl didn't do my school work over the weekend, because apparently she left school early. To say I was pissed was beyond.

" you know that nerd commented some shit about that pic Danielle posted on Facebook, something about her being a bitch and being in love with you" Craig said.

That nerd has guards I mean isn't she scared of what will happen to her when she comes to school, and speaking of that we haven't been successful at getting her to attend the party on Friday.

That moron totally failed to make her come, so there's only one method and person left to make her go.

" man are you even listening?" Craig  nudged me. " nope, I don't wanna be involved in those girly thingies" I said and went to class.

I sat at my usual sit, it was the most boring lecture of all times, and my homework machine better pitch up or I'll fucken kill her. It was finally lunch I was so relieved to get the fuck out of here.

I heard Danielle beat the shit out of her, right now I couldn't care less, I think the nerd is right may be Danielle does have a thing for me actually she does who doesn't . I'll find out later.

Now I have to make her come to the party, me and the guys are planning the biggest and meanest pranks for the nerd. And she needs to make an appearance at the party.

I was going to lunch after getting the most painful beating of all times from our royal Caribbean queen Danielle. I might have a bloody nose but I wouldn't know, I never went to the bathroom to scared to see how I look like.

And just when i was lost in my thoughts someone yanked me inside the janitors closet. " you know the drill don't scream" he whispered in my ear? and I shivered.

He is probably boosting on the fact that he knows the effect he has on girls and this nerdy one is no exception, he pushed me against the wall not roughly like the other time. He kissed me my neck all the way to my jawline. And he was sucking me like a vampire. I was unresponsive at first but someone is kissing you like that you forget about all your problems, no guy ha ever given me the time of day, me being my ugly self and I don't care if this guy is a creep or not I'll bask in this moment.

He gripped on my hair, and that turned me all completely, hey don't blame me I'm a teenage with extremely high hormones with a lot of stress and frustrations " who are you?" I asked while he continued to  kiss my jaw.

" if you come to Craig's party on Friday I'll reveil, who I am" he  said, I became rigid by the mention of the party.

" uhm..okay" I said, but with some hesitation I better not back out from this. I tried to move but he pushed me back roughly this time.

" wait, I'm not done here" he whispered in my ear, and I could hear my breathing getting rapid. This guy is probably floating because he makes me a  nervous wreck.  Well done Menroè your officially a who're letting a stranger touch you this way and enjoying it like.....

And the unbelievable happened totally shutting my mental debate he kissed me, I was shocked and I could tell if it was a dream or what this is my first time kissing a boy or men since I don't know him, I hope I wasn't that bad. Gosh I'm panicking now, why do I have to please this stranger, I'm worthless anyway.

I pulled back, so quickly like he just regreted what happened, that was a very intimate moment for me and to be honest it genuinely hurt.

And with that he left as quickly as possible, it's like he wanted to get rid of some bed ridden disease I carry.

I can't believe I'm that desperate to meet that guy who made me feel wonderful in the right places, I mean I'm equally ashamed of myself.

I don't care if I'm being judge at making such a rush decision but that guy is worth the risk.

He sounds so familiar, hopefully he's not one of my bullies, and he doesn't actually mean it when he called me a slut.

So what am I gonna wear to meet this mysterious guy, I don't own a lot of girly and pretty clothes, I mean half of my clothes are torn.

This bullies won't wanna see me wearing something nice, if I do they'll make it their mission to rip it apart. Jealousy is in their DNA.

I walked to biology class, I've missed class for two days but guess what, this teacher is so slow they're still on human reproduction.

The most disturbing lesson of all time, this is not something that you get used to in a matter of days. I mean I sit at the middle and I'm surrounded by horny teenagers who laugh every time they hear the word penis.

Truly speaking I didn't know boys had two sucks hanging below their family jewel, see I'm not comfortable saying the word too.

Enough about that, I was currently busy with the last chapter of the book environmental studies. Pollution and crap.

Like I said I'm a nerd and I enjoy studying and reading novels a lot. They're like my escape from the real world.

Whenever I'm busy with my books is like I transition into another form, I become part of the book. The feeling is so freaking ecstatic.

Of course a bunch of teenagers will think I'm a crazy loner who has nothing to do with life, but I don't care I'm a book worm.

And I know many of you hate anything that start with B. But that's my favorite thing of all time.

" that concludes the lesson for today, and those of you who weren't listening go home and study for a quiz tomorrow" Mr Edwards said, and the whole class groaned in frustration.

You can guess my reaction, yes I was happy. This is an opportunity for me to see how much I've learned and where I'm lacking in this chapter.

The bell finally rang and two girls came to my desk, I recognized them as Casiey and Danielle.

Oh! Ooh!! The Facebook fiasco. I stood up but they blocked my path. " Travis said we should give you this and he wants it finished tommorow morning" Danielle said.

I looked at the work, algebra, history, literature and art homework. Come on this guy must be insane art.

" but I don't take art, and i'm terrible at it" I said, and they looked at me with disgust.

Nothing is impossible

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