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I got in his car, it was a really nice black shiny car that looks like a mustang. Hey I don't know much about cars so don't bite my head off.

He opened the do for me like a gentlemen, I swear I felt like this was a fairytale. My bully showing some courtesy towards me, somebody pinch and poke me I'm dreaming.

" oh thank you, nice car" I said to him, trying to fill some awkward silence with conversation.
He started to move like he's not comfortable talking about the car. I decided to let it go, hopefully it is not stolen.

I know his family is pretty loaded too, so I'm not worried about that, " so where are we going?" I asked him.

He smiled, " it's a surprise beautiful, and about the car it is no big deal, my car had a flat tire and I couldn't use my dad's. I'm sorry if you feel uncomfortable" he said.

" no it's cool, and the car is comfortable by the way" I said, smilling from ear to ear." , you know I never thought you'll trust me and let me take you out" he said laughing, as he realizes this.

" are you sure there's no stink boms in here or spiders in here" I asked getting nervous." Relax babe,this car it's safe" he said.

I don't like being called babe, so I looked at him with what did you call me look." I'm sorry beautiful,you don't like being called that right?" he asked concerned.

I thought he was going to say, a lot of girls will die to be in your position and be called babe like you, I guess he's not as cocky as that as I thought.

He's actually nice and sweet. I think I'm falling for this guy and if his playing with me right now I'm going to be heart broken CO's this guy makes me feel confident and wanted.

" yeah I feel like it is just, some catch phrase" I said, timidly, he just looked at me and smiled. I mean this guy is been sweet and he's sweeping me of my feet.

" and we are here, beautiful" he said, while he got out before I could open the door, and he opened it for me. He told me to close my eyes which I did, even though I was scared he'll murder me.

" you may now open your eyes" he said, and wow!!this place looks amazing, it was the park. It was decorated with candles and there was a picnic basket, this looked breath taking.

"Omg!! It's beautiful" I squealed." He took my hand and we sat down," you like?" He asked while he took out some sandwiches in the basket.

" I love it, this is more than a hangout I must say?" I said, gosh I was so in the moment I even forgot I was shy." I know, you know what I call it" he said, while he poured me a glass of wine.

Yeah you heard me wine, you bitches. I'm sorry I'm just too excited." Yeah, what do you call it? "I asked him, while he handed me a glass.

I took it without hesitation, this opportunity of drinking underage comes once in a while, I just hope I won't be drunk." A date" he said smilling at me.

Gosh I was blushing so hard, thank God it was dark and he couldn't see my face." But why would you take a girl as ugly as me to a date?" I asked him, I mean I wasn't trying to ruin this moment, but I needed answers.

"Because your beautiful and I was stupid enough to not notice that, until at the party when we..you know" he said, looking down.

Shit I guess we did sleep together since he just confirmed it, a part of me still wished that was a set up and I was still innocent and not a whore.

" damn when we..you know, was I drunk. I feel so filthy so man guys in one night and I wake up the next morning with blood on my underwear and I don't remember a thing." I said, and when I mentioned the blood thing he looked shocked and covered it quickly.

" what you thought I wasn't a virgin?" I asked him, getting angry." No...no.. Though I wasn't the one who broke it but I believe you were. Now enough about that tell me about yourself" he said.

I was glad he changed the topic because I was beginning to get upset," well, I'm not much of a social person but I like reading books, besides school books novels. Watch detectives shows like NCIS and house. I'm just fascinated with the wonders of science and how it can solve mysteries. That must sound lame" I said looking at our entwined hands.

I didn't realize we were holding hands," no that's pretty cool actually, I love those shows too but for a different reasons, you know when they shot and chase the bad guys. And I'm not too keen on reading novels like Dean,oh shit don't tell anyone about that" he said, when he realized what just slipped him.

" of course I won't, I'm not a snitch and I hate the guy and I want nothing to do with him" I said bluntly, he looked relieved. " we should get going it's getting late I don't want your dad hitting my arse with a baseball bat" he said, and I laughed.

" your right let's go" I said, I helped him pack, andi was sad to leave such a beautiful scenario. Dark night a picnic under the stars one thing is missing though a kiss. I sighed as if that will happen.

" are you okay?" He asked, I guess he noticed me when I sighed. And I won't tell him I want a kiss, heck that would be weird.

"Yes, sure let's go" I said and we went to his car, he took me back home we talked and laughed along the way, I even told him of my anorexic condition.

He said he was glad he was able to make me relax and I didn't puke, we arrived and he escorted me to the porch."good night beautiful'' he said.

"Good night Travis" I said and turned but he yanked me back and I crushed into his chest and he kissed me. My first real initiated kiss I was still frozen but I kissed him back I just hope I wasn't sloppy.

He pulled back, " I just want you to know, you not lame and you were amazing with the lips" he said and left...

I think I was so shocked I stood on the porch for an hour, I'm kidding but I stood there for a while.

Nothing beats talking with the lips.

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