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I walked into the canteen, well it was lunch time. I managed to attend my first senior class which was art, the teacher had to introduce like I was a new student at this school. She couldn't stop bragging about my promotion.

She shocked a lot of student if I may say,I decided to take art since I kinda fell in love with it when me and my parents did that art piece for that spawn.

My parents must be bragging about me at their work place,like when they first found out I was an A student.

Now the teacher had to announce that a student has been promoted to senior year and she jumped one class, you should've heard the ohhs,uhha and damn she's that smart.

Now I was the topic of the school, I miss two weeks of school and I get promoted people will think they did it to get rid of me so that when I attempt to kill myself again and I succeed I'll be out of their school and no investigation that will damage the school's reputation.

I sat down alone at my usual table, today my mom made me a sandwich and some fruit salad, chocolate chip cookie dough, and apple juice my favorite.

Since I've been back home I never vomited any of the content that went to my stomach, yep I'm free of bulimia and I've gained a bit of weight too. I think I'm beating anorexia, I've never been proud. And the guys had to come to my table and ruin the moment.

" well hello, I'm Craig you are?" Craig said I hope he's not trying to flirt with me.

Greek god▼

It was lunch and the guys decided to drag me to the canteen and make me seat with her, when I saw her face I started feeling guilty of what I did I couldn't look at her in the face.

This girl is smart she got promoted, and I've played a major role in that, by being caught and my dad found out I was bullying her and he decided to make the principal promote her.

May be it is my dad's way of freeing himself of his son's guilt.I remember when I got home that day he found out I was bullying some girl and I might be responsible for her committing suicide.

He was so angry at me, he even threaten to take my condo. Thing is I love my dad but he's not appreciative of what I do, so I just do horrible stuff to get his attention which I'm craving everyday.

" well hello I'm Craig, you are" Craig said, this guy sure knows how to make friends, well let me tell you what's happening I'm currently sitting with a girl I just messed up

Monroe.

"Monroe, and hey to you too" she said smilling, though she looked scared." I told you I was going to sit with you didn't I?" Dean said, wiggling his eyebrows and this got her giggling.

Did I mention how beautiful her giggle is, I can't believe I've been this heartless to this innocent soul. For Chris's sake she's like my little sister and I should protect her from danger instead I'm causing her harm.

I know, typically coming from me, but I mean it from the bottom of my heart, but I can't apologies, ego and pride my fellow human beings.

The guys just spoke to her like they were buddies, she wasn't scared anymore, this girl has a big heart she was free as if this guys never bullied her.

But I wasn't free I knew shell never look at me like before, " well my schedule is pretty weird but I have algebra, history, physics,health class,art, chemistry and calculus most of them are advanced classes" she said, looking down her lap.

Reminding me of those dates we had, on how shy she'll get when we spoke, and that kiss. I might have said it meant nothing but I lied. That was one of the most innocent kisses I've ever had. Big brothers don't kiss little sisters.

I blushed at that thought, "aww your blushing" she bluttered out, clearly she didn't mean to be loud." Oh, I'm sorry I shouldn't have say that. Please don't get angry" she said looking scared.

Damn I hate that I make her feel like that," no I'm not blushing" I said and smirked, they guys laughed as if they were on some secret joke.

Well the bell finally saved me, it was time for me to attend gym class, and I'm so not in the mood. I feel like attending a class with this kid.

Don't get me wrong, once you get to know her you'll just be drawn to her. She has that innocence about her, which would propel you to look after her like your little sister.

But the way Dean and Craig hang on every word she says tells me another story, we agreed that we will stop bullying her and protect her like our little sister after that incident but knowing us we are always up to no good.

We still need someone to do our homeworks and assignments and this time we will be smart not to let her mess up our folders.

Some people would be glad to take our place, I don't like the way Danielle and my girlfriend Hannah are always sneaking and talking without people noticing them.

I thought they hated each others guts, and now they're friends something is cooking and I don't like it. And speaking of my girlfriend I haven't seen her today we normally eat lunch together.

And I thought since she was friends with Monroe and she even cried when she heard the news about her being in the hospital. But strangely enough she's not here unless if that evil Danielle who has been trying to break us apart has poisoned her.

Guilt can make you turn your ways or not♥