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Today is the day I'm suppose to be discharge and go home, I spoke to the doctor before my parents arrived, I have to say I had a nice time for the past 24 hours since I woke up.

The stuff was so nice except for that nurse who wants to eat the doctor alive, her problem is that each time the doctor wanted to talk to me he would tell her to go.

Well that kind of pissed her off, since she thought something shady was going on between the doctor and I, is she that naive to not see that I'm a minor.

Did I mention doctor Seuss said I can call him by his name, yep he did. By the way his name is Cole, cool name for a hot doctor.

I can't believe he's 28 and yet he looks so young like he's 23 or younger. I signed off some papers concerning my appointment with the doctor every Saturday for a whole month.

I was glad they didn't send me to some weird old looking therapist who will bore me the whole day, there's no fucken way I'll get bored with this hottie. I guess now we are on the cussing basis, ha Monroe? A little voice said she in my head.

I finally got to my parent's car and off we went, we got home my mom got the bags which I had no idea they were at the hospital.

I went straight to my room and took a cold shower and wore my comfortable PJs since it was late afternoon on a Saturday.

I took my books surely I missed them, I studied further the chapters until I finished most of the books I was studying, it was 4 in the morning I didn't even noticed.

I guess I got too engrossed in studying soon I zoned out of the world, trust me that feeling is amazing. I finally surrendered and went to bed I'll finish the remaining chapters tomorrow and I'm done with sophomore year syllabus.

I was awaken by my phone buzzing on the night stand, I wonder who could be nagging me while I have been resting so peacefully.

I checked the phone and there it was her number, the girl who made my life a living hell."hi?" I said more like a question.

"I see you still have my number, well I just want to say I'm sorry about what happened to you. I can't help but feel I'm responsible for people calling you a freak now" she said.

" uhm...well who wouldn't I tried to kill myself" I said, venom laced in my voice. Not that I entirely blame her, but she's ten percent behind the force that made me end it.

" I'm so sorry, I feel so bad. I don't know if you'll ever forgive me for caring out such an evil plan. And I just want to tell you that the guys, I mean Craig, Travis and Dean regret ever causing you pain" she said.

Did she just they feel regret, I think my ears are betraying me right now. In all my months or probably a year of bullying those spawns never showed regret not even remorse.

" whatever I don't care about how they feel, I know that moment I step foot in that school they'll start with their pranks and beating. And I forgive you I'm not the type to hold grudges and I hope you do feel remorse towards me, and your not faking it like those guys" I said, I never thought I had so much confidence in me.

I guess some of that I've gained those past weeks I've spent with that evil guy is still here, " I really am sorry and I'm glad you forgave me, but I have to tell you something" she said.

I wonder what is it she has to say, hey look I broke up with that evil guy he actually played with my feelings. He's such a man whore you know, he uses girls and dumps them like bubble gum.

" I'm actually inside your house, would you mind if I come up in your room?" she said, and interrupted me from my rambling mind. And did she just say she's inside my house, and would I mind if she comes in, but she's already in right?

" oh sure " I said, really now. Shouldn't I be bitchy and say don't freaken lay your dirty stinking legs in my house. I hate you and your evil grasshole of a boyfriend.

Uh la la, what happened to me, I've suddenly become a cussing machine. No no no I'm pure and innocent and I should remain like that. So says the girl who slept with half the guys at school, that sounds like a slut to me. My inner voice said.

Always on point reminding me of the biggest mistake of my life, the day I lost my innocence to a bunch of guys.I should take the pictures to the police and open a rape case.

Damn I'm too late all the semen in my body is dead, is been a month semen doesn't last that long, and if I go now all the guys in the pictures will just deny it and say they were just posing pictures naked because it was a dare which I agreed.

So i'll be fighting an army on my own of course I'll lose before I even get to pull the trigger. I guess that a lesson of my life, I'll tell my kids never to go to high school parties or drink sodas from hot guys, who pretend to be bar tenders at their own parties.

Does that even make me sane? And the door bast open the she was looking beautiful as ever and even glowing. What's that my grandma likes saying oh! Your glowing co's your in love.

"Uhm! Hey" she said, standing awkwardly at the door. I told her to come in and she can sit on the floor since I don't want her evil auroma, which she got from her boyfriend via bodily fluid. To contaminate my bed nor my coach.

I'm joking she sat on the coach, "hey, it's been a while, what did I miss?" I asked her. Then she opened her mouth, she erupted and started talking like we were still buddies again.

But then I didn't mind at least it relieved me of the awkwardness, she told me what's been going on, even slipping a little and talking about that spawn.

By the end of Sunday, I already knew this girl screwed that spawn practically everywhere, she spilled it because she obviously forgot her so called bae is the reason I almost died.

Life has its twist and turns, we just have to find a way to overcome them♥