Memories From A Not So Distant Past

One Last Fight

Ravenna

I managed to gain enough strength to get back up to my feet. I leaned my self up against the wall and looked up to the third floor. It was too quiet up there.

"Morgana!" I yelled. She didn't answer me. I feared the worse. I stumbled up the steps trying to get up the third floor as fast as possible. I heard cement move as I got up there. Some one was fighting Helena and getting their ass whooped. I got up there and saw Helena choking Pan. I stumbled towards them and fell at her feet. She threw him to the ground.

"My love, it is done." She looked to her right. I followed her eyes and was horrified at what I saw. Morgan laid on the floor lifeless. She looked cold as ice and was paler than Helena. I crawled to her touching her hand. She was so cold. She had been drained dry. I tried to wake her up, but nothing worked.

"Morgana, no, please wake up." I cradled her head in my arms. I sobbed out loud trying everything I could to wake her up. She wouldn't move or respond to my touch. No, she not dead! I started to pound down on her chest giving her CPR. I pressed my lips against hers trying to give her breath.

"She's gone Ravenna. It's just you and me now, just like it used to be." I put Morgana's head down gently and stood up to face Helena. I began to breath hard felling my wolf senses kicking into full gear. My eyes became dark and my teeth grew. I still was crying feeling the power serge through my veins.

"No, I will never be with you again. You murdered my mate." I felt the fur growing on my back, "Now I'm going to kill you." She laughed and I transformed into a wolf.  Zeus, and Pan came to my sides. Shane went to check on Morgan. I growled and leaped on Helena. I bit her arm and clawed her face.  She through me off. I hit my head on the corner of the wall. Pan jumped towards her and she throws him into a sculptor. Zeus rams her and she stumbles back.

"No!" I told them using telepathy, "She's mine." The backed away and I formed back into a human. Blood dripped down my body from my head. She looked me up and down with lustful eyes. My eyes were still dark and my canines were still out.

I grabbed her by the throat and picked her up. I dangled her body over the edge where she threw me off. She tried to pry my hand off, but she couldn't overpower me anymore. I threw her through the wall and bashed her head repeatedly into the wall. She elbowed me in the face then ran me through the walls.

She mounted me and slapped my face. Blood trickled from my lips. She put her hands around my throat. She sighed and made me focus on her.

"You could have left her when I gave you the chance, now there she is dead, never to return to you. I'll be here for you. Like a good mate should."

My eyes widened and I took her hands off of me. She looked shocked. I head butted her and kicked her off of me. She hit the ceiling hard and fell to the floor. I grabbed her by her throat.

"Allow me to tell you what a good mate is." I slap her and she blast through the walls.

"A good mate cares about you!" I hit her again.

"A good mate listens too you!" I said throwing her to the edge.

"A good mate loves you for more than sex!" I picked her up and made her look into my eyes. I spit the blood out of my mouth onto the floor.

"A good mate, would never hurt you in any way... A true mate loves you for who you are... Doing my math right you don't add up to any of those standards." I picked her up dangling her over the edge again.

"So you can get out of my life and stay out of the next ones." I shove her off the edge. She falls straight onto the big spear thing. I priced her straight through her heart. I looked away from that carnage. I turned back to Morgana. I got down on my knees. and touched her smooth face. I looked up at Shane, she shakes her head no.

I begin to sob again putting my head on Morgan's breathless chest. Her heart was stopped completely. She wasn't going to be a lost cause. I had a flashback of Emily. She brought someone back to life by biting them under the full moon. I wasn't sure if it was a factor but I was going to try it. I pick up Morgana's head and tilt it to the side.

"What are you doing?" Pan asked. Zeus put his hand on my shoulder.

"Rae, she's gone even if you do bit her it wouldn't change anything she's dead." I shook my head no.

"No, she isn't gone. I'm going to try. I won't live without her." Shane began to cry then she got up and took Helena's body off of that spear. She cuts Helena's wrist and puts it towards Morgan's lips.

"What are you doing?" I asked

"Old vampires like her are special. Their blood has healing powers. It might work. Let's give it a shot." I look down at Morgana then nod. Shane sucks out some blood the put's Helena's wrist on Morgan's lips. I bite down on Morgana's neck at the same time. I let go then stare at her face. I watch to see if she will wake up. Blood started to come up from her mouth. I moved Helena's body and rocked Morgan in my arms begging for her to open her eyes. I sobbed harder than I ever have in my life.

My tears streamed down my face. I wouldn't believe that this is the end of the road for the two of us. It can't be the end. I felt Shane's  hand on my shoulder.

"Let's take her back to the house. We have some fluid there." I look back at Helena's body. 

"We'll take care of her."  She reassured me. She put a blanket around me and helped me up. I watched as a wolf picked up Morgana.

"Give her to me." I demand. He puts her into my arms. He puts her head on my chest. I cry a little then walk out with her. I rub her back whispering things in her ear about our future. I was hoping that she might wake up. Shane follows behind me crying in Zeus' arms. They open the doors for me and take her out of my hands I still keep close to her though.

I will never forgive myself for what happened tonight. It was my fault that she might be gone forever. I stared at the bite mark I gave her on her neck. I kissed it trying to wake her. She still wouldn't move. I cradled her limp body in my arms. I just wanted her to come back to me. I rather die than not have her in my life. If she won't wake, then I'll go to sleep with her.

We got back to the wolf house and I took her upstairs to our room. I softly put her the bed. I looked for a for her to put on. I took out my football jersey. I took off her clothes and put it over her. Shane came in with four bags of blood. She stuck a needle into her veins on both of her arms. I watched as she did that. Shane worked with precision. She's not the best doctor in Cleveland Clinic for nothing. When she was finished she looked back at me.

"Sit." She pointed at the chair in the corner. I pulled it out and sat down. She looked at my head looking for the cut I got.

"Okay stand still, its going to hurt but don't move at all." I let out a huge sigh. She smiled then took out her needle and string. I got ready for the pain. I kind of twitched when she started to stich me up. After she was done she took a wet towel and cleaned the blood off of my face. She tossed me the towel when she was done.

"Your on your own with the rest of it." She walked towards the door. She quietly closed the door. I washed the rest of the blood off of my body. I put on a shirt. I paced around the room for a second. I looked at Morgana hoping that she would wake up. The bags of blood were almost out. I called for Shane and she changed the bags when they went completely out.

She left again giving me privacy with her. I looked at her face. It looked like  she had more color in her face. I put my hand over her heart. I cried to myself as I slowly pressed my lips against hers. I could almost imagine her whispering in my ear. It echoed through my head like she really did say it. I only heard 'Ravenna, I love you.'. I cried louder and put my lips to her ear. 

"I love you too, Morgana." I put my head on her chest crying harder. She was going to wake up. I could feel it in my soul. She will share the sunlight with me again. One way or another.