Just Tell Me You Love Me (COMPLETED)

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It all comes, down to this
I miss your, morning kiss
I won't lie, I'm feeling it
You don't know, that I'm missing it
I'm so dumb, I must admit
It's too much, to hold it in
I can't say, no more than this
I just hope your heart hear me now
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Nicki

I pulled up into the chipotle parking lot and was immediately baffled by a bunch of fans. It took me 20 minutes to sign autographs on paper napkins and take selfies with my little babies before Meek showed up.

He gave me a tight hug, which I'll admit I really needed one, and kissed my hand as we sat down at our table and placed our tray in the middle.

"Great to see you Meek." I grabbed my fork from off of the tray and took my bowl and took a bite. "How have ya been?"

"I'm doing fine I uh" he sighed heavily. "You know I just got out of prison about a month or two ago from some old shit that went down with me in the past."

"Uh yeah, I've been sending you letters almost every week" I chuckled softly as I took another bite in my bowl.

He looked up and nodded his head. "Yeah I know, I appreciate that Nicki. You seem to have been the only one who would send letters and accepting my calls, like you care bout me or sum."

I looked up from my food and chuckled softly again as I bit down on my fork looking at him as he went in on his food.

"Why wouldn't I care Meek? You know we" I sighed heavily "We go way back and although we had our moments, that won't stop me from expressing my love towards you, you know?"

"Yeah, I do. I feel you but I.." He paused in his sentence and shook his head.

I looked up at him and stared as he looked back up at me.

"You what?" I asked curiously as he laced his hands together and placed them onto the table.

"Nothing...why don't you tell me what's up with you. I heard you've been going through it with August."

I paused for a moment and put my fork down into the bowl and stared down at the table. Just his name made me feel hurt and want to hurl.

"Well after me and you, it was me and August. And at the time, he was honest with me and took care of me" I croaked as I wiped away my tear. "But the more years that went by, everything turned into complete shit, the lying, the cheating and I just couldn't take no more."

I wiped away another tear and shook my head before taking a fork full of my food and putting it back into my mouth. Meek sat back in his chair shaking his head before he leaned up closer.

"Look, I know we had our downfall back then, but ever since I was locked away, I never stopped thinking bout you. He ain't treating you the way I would treat you, I could do you better. When...when I got out of prison, I dreamed, no I prayed about us getting back together." He took his hand and placed it on my cheek to wipe away another tear from falling from my eyes.

Everything that he was saying to me was true. I missed Meek just as much as he missed me. Those times August cheated were the times that I missed Meek the most. He always did me right and that's what I loved most about him. Getting back with him would be the best thing in the world, but I couldn't take the pain of being hurt again.