Just Tell Me You Love Me (COMPLETED)

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But I, got to come down to earth, I don't wanna
But I, gotta let you go, but baby I don't wanna
And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be
That's why I tell myself

If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
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August

All my homies wanna know what's up with us
They can't believe that I'm kicking it with just one girl
And I'm cool with that
Your pretty eyes and that....

As I held my two hands on my microphones in the studio, I started to think heavy about Nicki. That smile that I loved and her beautiful eyes that I couldn't resist. I fell off beat as I snapped back into reality and tried to continue with the song.

That smile girl I'm a fool for that
Yes yes I'm a...CUT

I took the microphones off my head and walked out of the recording booth and sat in the seat with my head in my hands. Man, this girl couldn't get off my mind and I can't blame no other nigga but myself.

"Aye man! What the hell was that?" Mike yelled as he stopped the instrumental of the song. Mike was my music producer and by the look of my face, he already knew what's up.

"Oh, it's bout Nicki ain't it?" He asked as he took a seat in his chair beside me. I lifted my face back up and stared at the recording booth ahead of me.

"Yeah man, I can't get her off my mind man. I fucked up real bad man. She dealt with my ass the first two times and my stupid ass went around and hurt her again. I didn't mean it, but I felt as if we weren't how we use to be. I don't know man I just miss my girl." I pulled out my tray and set it on my lap and rolled up my blunt.

I let the weed massage my lungs as I tilted my head back and blew out the air.

Mike stood up from his chair with his hands in his pockets and sighed. "I ain't trying to run your relationship man but if I was Nicki, I would have left your ass the first time. You had a good girl A and you let her go because of your fucked up decisions with these other broads out here on these streets" he explained as he lit up a cigarette and placed it in between his fingers.

"She held you down A, she was loyal to you and was honest with you all the time. It must be something that these other chicks are doing that she's not doing because clearly" he chuckled "it seems as if Nicki isn't enough for you."

I blew more smoke into the air and shook my head.

"Man fuck you talking bout she ain't enough for me? Nicki was all I ever needed in my life but...from time to time I just" I sighed. "I mess up" I pulled the blunt from my mouth to blow more smoke while Mike stood next to me chuckling lowly. I guess this shit was amusing to him.

"Well your actions tells her otherwise. August, you gotta grow up man. Yeah you was a bit younger when you first messed up but right now, you a grown ass man still making childish decisions. If you want your girl back, you gotta do better man. Don't expect her to forgive you everytime you mess up because you wanted to act like a punk ass lil boy instead of being the man you suppose to be. All I gotta say is get your shit together cause I know that you are better than that and you know it too."