Do you ever wish you could just go back in time and un-meet someone? They say everyone person comes along as either a blessing or a lesson. But what if I didn't need to learn this lesson? I fail to understand how a lesson full of treachery, blindness and a broken soul was worth it. I wish you had never entered my life, I wish I was still clueless about your existence, I wish I had never heard you talk, never seen you smile, never felt your comforting presence by my side.
Oh what I would do to forget about you. The day I let my vulnerable self open up to a monster like you, was the day I signed up for this contract of agony. I showed you my insecurities, let you fix them till my only fear was losing you. I fell deeper and deeper into your trap with every laugh we shared, with every fight we had, with every second we spent together. I let myself believe in every word your deceitful tongue uttered whilst ignoring the bitter reality inside me that kept telling me you weren't to be trusted.
I only ever cared for you, yet you manipulated the purest emotions to your own tarnished advantage, you pulled me in so deep and cut my wings so I could never fly back, you caged me in your façade, trapped me in the delusion that you cared.
How could you hurt the only pure things in your contaminated life? How could you leave the ones who taught you the deeper meaning of life? You were never meant to be one of us, a heartless, materialistic soul like yours could never belong to our fearlessly loyal reality, I guess you belong in the glitzy fake world of yours where you can buy the temporary high and not care about the lows.
I wish these worlds had never crossed paths for so much damage could have been avoided, I wish I had never met you, for so much pain could have been spared.
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Just Another Diary
Non-FictionThis isn't a story. It's a collection of thoughts, thoughts I'm sure all teens go through.
