I'll Let You Know Just How Much You Mean To Me

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A/N I’m really sorry, I’m trying to update for you guys but I’m stuck, I finally sat down today and forced myself to do good work and not shit because you’ve been waiting. I literally have 2 days of school left, not full days mind you so I promise I’ll be more frequent this summer. On another subject, once summer DOES start I’ll probably start a new fanfiction. It’ll be either Pierce The Veil or MCR, let me know what you want to read by commenting and thank you so much for waiting ~

[Gerard’s POV]

“Back to classes,” I groan to myself as I flop out of bed and onto the floor on the first day back to classes before April break. I smile when I see Beth is still curled up in my bed next to me. And no, not like that.

She looks content and I mentally wrestle with myself about waking her after I shower or before, and decide on waking her so she can put on her makeup and all that shit she swear she needs to look pretty.

“Psst, Bethyy.” I sing into her ear and she reacts by slapping my face sleepily.

“Ouch!” I fake cry and I hear her laugh next to me.

“Back to classes today.” I state and she sits up, rubbing her eyes with both hands like a toddler would do. A very cute toddler.

“I’m going to shower.” I say, jumping up and grabbing whatever I saw first from my top dresser door. She mumbles an “mmk,” and I walk toward the bathroom.

[Bethany’s POV]

I’m sitting in Gee’s lap on the couch, Frank is next to us jabbering on and on and Gee is rolling his eyes because he just wants to watch Star Wars. I throw a pillow toward Frank and he jumps, and then shuts up-finally.

Suddenly, I’m in Gee’s room, ripped sketches and comic book ideas are littering his floor, the bed we slept in last night is made up, for once and Gee sits on it like he is about to explode. His head snaps up and his face reads all anger, his eyes grow enraged at my sight and he jumps toward me. He’s having withdrawals again. He’s so dependent on the drugs, he keeps hurting me to find out where I’ve hid them this time. Frank knows he is still on them, not that I’m getting hurt.

Gee’s hand wrap around my throat and he shakes me.

“Gee please stop it!” I thrash, but it only results in more pain.

And I can’t breathe.

And I’m suffocating.

He usually lets go by now, why isn’t he letting go?

“Gee!” I choke, but it’s strained.

And suddenly someone’s hand is on my shoulder and I wake up and can breathe again. It’s Gee.

“Bethany, are you okay?” He asks, towel wrapped around his waist and his hair dripping wet. I shake my head, but I am scared. He sits down and wraps his arms around me. I shudder at his touch. I’m so stupid. I tell myself. He isn’t going to hurt you. He loves you Bethany. But I can’t manage to calm myself down.

“I fell back asleep.” I say and try to get up. Gee’s hold tightens and his whole body stiffens. It scares me and I find myself trying to get out of his arms.

“Woah! Stop!” He yells as I get away and shut the bathroom door behind me. 

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