Phan - One-shots [ COMPLETED ]

~Counting Down

Sad (?)

I want to come out to my mum.
Should I?
Idk.

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He sat on the edge of the bridge.

5
He thought of his family.
The incredibly homophobic family who hated his 'choice'. The family who disowned him for something he couldn't fix.
The people who have felt scars on him.
Mentally and physically.
Like he did himself.
They wouldn't miss him.

4
He thought of his bullies.
They were like his family.
Homophobic.
Abusive.
Heartless monsters.
They surely wouldn't miss him.

3
He thought of his exes.
All the boys who left him in the dust for someone better.
Or they couldn't wait long enough to break up with him and just cheated on him.
They definitely wouldn't miss him.

2
He thought of his fans.
Most of them probably didn't like him, they just watched his videos because his boyfriend was in them.
They probably wouldn't miss him.

1
He thought of his boyfriend.
He wondered how long his boyfriend would keep lying about loving him.
How long it would take for him to realise that the person he's dating is just a piece of shit.
He is one hundred percent sure he wouldn't miss him.

0
He jumped.

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Second part soon I promise <3