30 Days Without Him

Day 17

Monday. Again. Doesn't Monday get the memo that nobody likes it? Jesus! No matter how much you hate it, it always comes back for more!

But today, I hated it more than necessary. I was set on avoiding Ryan for the rest of the day. I didn't need him in my stupid life. Just like I am learning that I don't need you.

But lucky me, my first class was with him. Note the fucking sarcasm. I took a little longer to enter the classroom so that I could see where he would sit, and then I could sit as far away from him as possible.

Yet just as I was set on avoiding Ryan, life was set on making my life miserable. So once I entered the classroom a little bit late, guess where the only seat available was? Right next to skaterboy.

I did a double check around the classroom to be extra sure. Nobody appears to the first class on Monday! This class should not be packed!!!

But I guess today was just not my day.

When my gaze met his I faltered for a second. Instead of having a smirk plastered on his stupid face, I was met with a sad smile and eyes filled with regret. What the hell?

This day was just getting weirder and weirder. Hesitantly I made my way to the seat without looking at him, and once I sat I let my hair fall to the side, blocking his view to my face.

Luckily, he left me alone throughout the whole class. And when I got up to leave he didn't stop me. Maybe he would leave me alone for the rest of my life?

I shouldn't get my hopes up or else I'll jinx it.

A few hours later I realized how much life hates me.

I was on my way home and I heard somebody behind me. When I turned around I saw Ryan skating in my direction (dejavu much?).

I shot daggers at the wheels of the board in hopes of him falling off. Which didn't happen.

Once he was in hearing distance I asked him what the hell he wanted. He just told me that he wanted to talk. I then reminded him that I had made it pretty clear that I didn't want him in my life.

He then blurted out that he was sorry. I just stared at him confused. He then continued saying of how he knew about it. Of how he knew about you.

I pushed him away saying that I didn't want him or his pity and that was perfectly fine. The words that left his mouth left me shocked.

Prove to me that you are fine by spending the day with me tomorrow. If you do that I will leave you alone for the rest of your life.

He didn't give me a chance to reply. He just left shouting that he would wait for me by the school gates.