Day 12

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I decided what I want to do with my life.

I know what you are thinking: "here we go again", or "this won't last a day".

But I want to be an oncologist. I want to study the diseade that killed you and help cure people that have it.

If you had died because of a murder attack I wouldn't settle until the murderer was killed. So why not do the same with cancer? I'm going to fucking kill it.

Maybe I'm holding on to things that I should let go of. If I'm so good at living in the past, why not be a historian?

Okay, okay.... I'm only kidding. But think about it: an oncologist. How cool is that? Beat the unbeatable? Cure the uncurable? All of that sounds ideal. Maybe when it is gone I will get closure.

Let me go a few hours back.

I was watching Friends because it is the best show ever, and that episode in which Rachel decided she needed closure from Ross appeared.

And I figured it would be the perfect idea. I need closure from you.

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