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Chapter 27

*The outfit above is her outfit*

After the show I didn't stay backstage with the guys. I wanted to leave as soon as possible. I didn't want to speak with Taylor, or anyone for that matter because they'd all just try to get me to stay here and that's not what I want to do. I made sure to give Matt and Shawn my goodbye hugs and I told them to keep in touch. I went up to the rooms and got my bags and found a new outfit to wear on the plane ride. I found a taxi outside that would take me to the airport and I got in the back. I told the man my destination and I opened my phone to see many Twitter notifications, mostly consisting of what happened today at Magcon.

But also I saw two trending hashtags. #LexiStayAtMagcon at number two and another being #ThankGodLexiLeftMagcon at number four.

I kinda felt overwhelmed with the amount of people who already knew about what had happened but then again, it was a huge crowd. It's not that I wanted to leave, I just wanted to get away from the drama. I was tired of it and I didn't want to deal with it.

I slipped on my headphones and plugged them into my phone. I started blasting music and I just stared out the window, trying to distract myself of what really just happened a little bit ago.

My phone was going crazy. The tweets and the texts from the guys. But only one person hasn't tweeted. And that same person hasn't texted me. Yeah, I'm really mad at him. But I still want to know that he cares, because I sure as hell do. I would take him back in a heartbeat, but I need to take a break. I can't just trust him again because that never turns out well for me.

I was constantly checking Twitter and my messages, hoping Taylor would try to get in touch. But he didn't. And that tore me apart.

We arrived at my destination and I paid the man for the taxi ride and I got my bags out of the back. I slowly wheeled them toward the front entrance. I walked in and saw a huge crowd of people. They weren't going crazy though. They were completely silent. I had no idea what was going on. They all gained sad expressions on their faces when they saw me walk in.

I tried to ignore it and started to walk over to security when I was stopped by someone behind me. Well, in the crowd.

I turned around and saw Taylor now standing in the very front, very easy to spot in his neon bandana. I tried to fight back the tears as he began speaking.

"Alexis, I know I screwed up. It was the worst mistake I've ever made. It's just, I got upset and I thought you hated me. Le- Alexis, I love you. I never stopped and I never will stop. You can't leave me behind. You can't leave he guys behind. We're family and you're my, I don't even know what we are."

I didn't know what to say at this point. I couldn't think of anything, but my mouth decided to just started moving.

"Taylor, if you thought I didn't love you, you could've just asked. And I'm not ready to just forget about what you did Taylor. That really hurt me. I really thought you cared about me until you did that."

"Lex I do ca--" I cut him off.

"Don't call me that Taylor. And if you cared, you wouldn't of done that. Taylor I'm going and nothing you say will change that."

I turned around and immediately heart cries and screams from the fans that were completely silent when Taylor and I were speaking. I knew they didn't want me to leave but this is what I needed.

I walked over to security and they were searching my bags when someone came up behind me. I started to freak out. I didn't know what was going on until they turned me around and smashed their lips into mine. I looked up and saw Taylor staring back at me with tears in his eyes. This broke my heart. I had to forgive him..

"Taylor. Fine. I forgive you. And yeah, I'm still in love with you, but this doesn't change a thing. I'm never to forget, and I'm leaving."

I released from his grip and walked away. Now tears were beginning to fall down his cheeks and some were picking at my eye.

I took my window seat on the plane and I slid my headphones on again. I looked out the window and let my tears fall freely down my face. I didn't want to feel this way. This was supposed to be a relief. But this added more pain and I'm starting to regret it. It's like when you throw away your favorite doll then realize you really loved it and know you can't take it back.

I just stared out the window the whole plane ride. I didn't interact. I didn't eat, and I didn't sleep. I actually didn't even turn on my music. I kinda just put my headphones on to tell everyone not to bother me.

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We got to the airport and we all got off the plane. I went to baggage claim and I took my bag. It took maybe about ten minutes but that's fine.

It was hard to find a taxi that would take me from Seattle to Port Angeles but I finally did. I'm going to Julies house because I'm afraid to go back to my house after everything that happened and the fact that just left.

I got in the taxi and he pulled up in Julies driveway. I grabbed my bags and walked up to her front door. I knocked and finally she answered and before either of us could say anything, she pulled me into a huge hug.

"I missed you!" She sobbed.