where were you? || ziall

the phone call

niall: zayn, please.

read 12:26 a.m.

zayn: what do you want, niall?

read 12:28 a.m.

niall: i need to hear your voice. I need to hear your rough accent that is truly beautiful, that makes me feel like you're whispering into my ear, as if you were here with me. Hugging me in your arms coated with such beautiful tattoos.

read 12:31 a.m.

zayn: you're basically asking me to call you?

read 12:31 a.m.

niall: yes.

read 12:32 a.m.

niall

Niall's phone suddenly vibrated causing him to nearly drop his phone. He looked at the contact picture and butterflies erupted in his stomach. To say he was nervous was understandable. He hasn't heard Zayn's voice in forever- yet he always got nervous whenever Zayn called him. He swiped his thumb across the answer option and pressed his phone against his ear. He let out a shaky sigh,

"Hello?"

"Hi," Zayn's Bradford accent was heard through the phone.

"Hi," Niall bit his lip, blushing slightly.

Zayn chuckled, "You already said that, blondie."

"I know, I'm just nervous,"

"Why are you nervous?"

"I haven't heard your voice in forever, and just God. I've missed it so much. You have no idea, Zayn. I probably sound pathetic, but I've truly missed you," Niall sniffled. There was an awkward silence after Niall's small rant, "please say something."

"I'm sorry,"

"Why are you sorry?"

"I know I've put you through a lot, and I'm just sorry,"

"Please don't be sorry. It's a beautiful pain, that I love to feel," Niall held the phone tighter, "I love you, Zayn."

Zayn sighed through the other line, "I love you too, Niall,"

"I love you more," Niall whispered.

"I love you more,"

"No, I love you more,"

"I love you so so much more,"

"Zayn, I love you so much more, it's impossible to describe my love for you,"

"I still love you more."

Niall giggled slightly, he brought the blanket up to his chin, having a tight grip on it. He was smiling like an idiot, but really, who could blame him?

"What are we doing, Zayn? I mean we broke up,"

"What do you mean what are we doing?"

"I mean, we're having an I love you fight,"

"Well, I love you. That's basically it, not much to it, Niall. Nothing to overreact to,"

"But it means a lot to me. A simple 'I love you' from you means the whole world to me, Zayn. Don't toy with my emotions because you and I both clearly know that I'm still in love with you, endlessly," Niall's voice cracked.

He heard Zayn groan in annoyance, "I knew this was a bad idea. I can't tell you something so simple like "I love you" without you crying over it. Do me a favor, Niall and for once in your life stop being a clingy little bitch."

Niall then heard the sound of a small beep and he knew that Zayn had hung up. He let out a shaky sigh, hugging his pillow tightly to his chest. Thinking that if he hugged it tight enough the pain would go away.

A small tear rolled down his cheek, he immediately wiped it away not wanting to cry anymore, that's all he's ever done lately and he's tired of it. He closed his eyes tightly just wanting to sleep away the pain.

He tried so hard to keep in the tears, but it was no use. A sob left his lips, tears ran down his cheeks and his body shook violently.

"I don't mean to be a clingy bitch, I'm just in love with you." Niall whispered brokenly.

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a/n

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