where were you? || ziall

False Expectations

niall

Niall gave out a snort, "So you think quoting The Weeknd lyrics is going to make me forgive you?"

"I-" Before zayn could speak Niall gave out a humorless laugh, "No you can't fucking do that."

"I love you a lot i'll fucking admit that, but that doesn't mean i'm going to let you walk all over me. I have feelings, Zayn. You're hurting me and I don't even think you care," he let out a deep breath and with a shaky voice said, "why do you enjoy hurting me?"

"Baby, I don't. I just- I don't know my own feelings, but I do know that i love you." Zayn explained

"No, that's where you're wrong. You don't "love" me, Zee. You love the thought that I can't move on from you and that you can use me whenever its convenient for you. You love the fact that, I'm like your little bitch and that i'll take you back whenever because I love you."

Zayn stayed quiet knowing that Niall was right.

"You got nothing to say now huh?"

"I'll admit that I do use you-" Niall scoffed, "but I apologize for that. I'm sorry that I make you feel like you don't matter because you do. I fucking swear you do."

"If i did matter then why do you keep doing it? You don't understand how much it hurts knowing i'm giving you my all, for you to throw it back at my face because you found someone better. Then you come back and do the same shit over and over again. Do you know how painful that is? I'm fucking tired of it. But you know what I think, Zayn?"

"What?" Zayn whispered.

"I think you left me because someone keeps giving you false expectations like you did with me."