SO SORRY ABOUT THE LATE UPDATE D':
I have had zero ideas on what to write for this story, plus I've been working a lot on My other fictions.
So I decided to make another x reader thing...
Because I found some new songs and I have some song fic ideassss
So here you gooooo~
Between the bars- Elliott Smith
(Personally, I like Chris Garneau's version a lot better.)
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Drink up baby, stay up all night
With things you could do, you won't but you might
The potential you'll be that you'll never see
The promises you'll only make
Three days ago... The love of my life died... I remember her beautiful (h/c) hair and dazzling eyes... And her smile....
Drink up with me now, forget all about the pressure of days, do what I say
And I'll make you ok, drive them away
The image is stuck in your head
Now I sit on the bar stool, a bottle of rum held to my lips.
I promised her I'd stop... But... I need to forget...
People you've been before
That you don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend at your will
I'll keep them still
The alcohol is so tempting.... It makes me forget everything.
My worries. My shame. Her.
It is my fault, after all.
I'm the one who made her leave.
Oh lord... If only I hadn't.
She wouldn't have died in the cold winter.
Our child wouldn't have died.
I'm a terrible man.
Drink up baby, look at the stars
I'll kiss you again between the bars
Where I'm seeing you there with your hands in the air
Waiting to finally be caught
If only I'd know about the baby...
I raise a hand and call the bartender over for another drink.
Tears fall down my face.
I can't allow anyone to see me like this.
Not Alfred.
Not Matthew.
Not Francis.
Not her.
Maybe she is watching me from the heavens? Disappointed in what I've done to myself these past few days... Back to that shameless drunk I am.
Drink up one more time and I'll make you mine
Keep you apart, deep in my heart
Separate from the rest, where I like you best
And keep the things you forgot
The rum won't let me stop. It chants me on, making me feel ok. Hiding me from what deep down I know is saying no. She wouldn't want this. She doesn't want this.
You liar.
You filthy, filthy liar.
You told her you'd stop, didn't you?
The people you've been before
That you don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend at your will
I'll keep them still.
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YOU ARE READING
Hetalia X Reader Oneshots~
Fanfictionahahahahahahahaha you're welcome, brochachas -requests are closed- None of the art is mine, other than the cover picture. If you happen to be the artist of one of the pictures and want your picture taken down, just ask.
