Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Chapter 10

Tobin's POV:

Alex just told me she was ready to talk about what happened earlier maybe it's time for me to tell her what happened before I met her.

"Okay babe I'm ready to listen to what ever you have to saw and I promise not to leave you because of your past." I tell her as I take her hands in mine and look in to those beautiful ocean blue eyes.

Alex looks into my eyes and starts by saying I'm sorry for keeping this from you till know. Well my mom died of cancer 3 years back and ever since then my dad has suffered from alcoholism and he beats me and my sisters when ever we are late or if we don't do something write, so anymore it has gotten worst he has been drink more and hit me and he is the reason I "fell" down the stair. He throw me into a wall and then kick me in the ribs multiple times. By then she was crying so much. I wanted to get pissed and go beat the shit out of her father but I kept my cool and I knew that this was the time for me to be there for her and make sure that I keep her safe.

" Baby I'm so sorry. Do you know why it has gotten so bad with your father." I ask her in a caring tone.

"I think he found out about us, me being gay and dating a girl probably mad him flip." She said trying to calm down a little.

I wrap my arms around her and bring her close and whisper in her ear, " I'm here baby girl and no one is going to hurt you anymore and that's a promise."  I get up and grab the necklace I got her and handed it to her. She looks at the box and then at me.

"Why did you do this?" She asks.

I sit back on the bed with her and look in to those beautiful blue eyes and say " because I'm falling for you fast and hard. I can't help myself when I first laid eyes on you I was so set on getting to know you. You made me work for that first kiss and I could help myself it was adorable. Alex Morgan I'm in love with you and I never want to lose you, You are my world baby and I love you so much."

She gets lost in my word and see finally pulls me in for a kiss and in between kisses she says, "I love you too." She opens the box and starts to cry again.

"Baby please tell me you don't hate it because I got it in-graved and I don't think they will talk it back" I say kind of laughing about it.

"No baby it's beautiful I love it! Your the best I'm so glad I have you." She says pulling me in to a hug and then kiss me so passionately I didn't know how to respond.

We continue to kiss and we slowly laid back on to the bed, I rolled on top and my hands started to wonder down her body, my lips move to her neck and my hands slip up her shirt I trace her abs with my fingers as I nibble on her neck.

"Baby slow down your parents are home" Alex says as she pushes me off.

"So what they don't care," I say laughing.

"I care I'm not ready to take this huge step yet it's only been a few months and I'm just not ready," she says kind of scared like.

"I'm so sorry baby that was my fault i shouldn't have done that it was me I'm so sorry." I say as I get up and start pacing back and forth in the room.

"Baby it's okay it's not a big deal." Alex tells me as she pulls me in to a hug and gives me a kiss on the check.

"I need to talk to you about me and my passed," I say as I look at the floor.

"Baby, you know that no matter what happened before now I will never leave you I'm so in love with you nothing can change that." She says as she pulls out lips together.

"Baby, but I still have to get this off my chest." I say quietly.

"Okay I'm all ears." She say assuringly.

Okay well those people downstairs aren't my real parents I was adopted when I was 14. My real parents are pot head drug dealers that were abusive and they always fought about something. By the time I was 10 I suffered from major depression. I got in middle school and the only way I could get away was to get high or drunk on something it didn't matter what it was. I tried to kill my self multiple times and finally I got some help they put me in foster care and that mad things worst until I meet the people downstairs they saved my life I was on the edge and about to lose it they brought me in treated me as there own. They got me a counselor we found out that I'm bipolar, I suffer from depression and a few other thing I take medicine everyday for and I'm getting better and better. I meet you and everything has been going great since then and I love you so much." I say slowly and in tears.

"Baby, I'm so glad opened up to me I love you for that." She says as she pulls me in for a hug and kisses me passionately.

My mom walks upstairs and knocks on the door and told us dinner was ready. We go up from the bed and went to eat. I feel so good to finally tell her that it made me feel better. I'm so in love with her.