Our lips moved in sync. It was the most amazing kiss ever. I slowly snap out of this wave of emotions going on right now. I pull away quickly. "Oh shit I'm so sorry, I know you don't roll that way I'm so sorry, Alex please don't get mad at me." I say flipping out.
"Toby it's okay! But I have to go I... a forgot I have this thing with my parents." Alex says as she gets her stuff and leaves.
"Fuck!!!" I scream as she leaves.
My parents come running up the stairs and ask if I'm okay.
"I'm fine! I just messed up and I don't think I can fix it." I say fighting back tears.
My parents know I'm pissed, so they tell me they will leave me to my thoughts, and they just leave.
Alex's POV:
I have no idea what just happened, but I just kissed a girl, and I think I enjoyed it. I know Tobin is a great person and all, but that kiss messed with me a little. I have felt something different with me and Tobin. Since I moved here, but I never thought of it like that.
I get home and go straight to my room. I lay on my bed and my dad comes in.
"Hey Al I thought you weren't going to back till late, weren't you going to Tobin's house." He ask concerned.
"Yeah I was, but I have a ton of homework." I explain. "Dad I have a question."
"Yeah what is it sweet heart." He responds.
"I'm doing this thing for class and I was wonder what do you think of Gays and gay marriage and stuff." I ask a little nervous.
"Well sweetheart I don't really approve of it but I don't think it is a terrible thing. I just think it's a little hard for me to understand, but if any of my friends were it would take some getting used to. I grew up in a different world then you are now. It was a terrible thing when I grew up but now the table has turned." He explains encouragingly.
"Thanks dad," I say as he gets up and leaves.
I put my headphones in and turn on my shuffle and the first song that plays is I'll be by: Edwin McCain.
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains and thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
My phone vibrates and I see who it is. It's Tobin.
Toby ;) ~ I'm so sorry Alex I should have kissed you I'm so sorry.
Lex :* ~No I'm sorry I should have left. I was just feeling so many different thing that I have never felt before and I was so confused.
Toby ;)~ I know I don't know what came across me i feel terrible.
Lex :* ~ it's okay I over reacted... Do you want me to come back over. I have no motivation to do my homework with out you
Toby ;) ~ I would love that and maybe we can talk about what happened earlier.
Lex:* ~ haha yeah maybe we can make it a regular thing. Bye Toby be over in a few minutes. :*
Tobin's POV:
I was completely in shock when she said making kissing a regular thing. A few minutes later Alex walks in with this huge smile on her face.
"Hey Toby!" She says with that adorable little smile of hers.
"Hey Lex! What happened from the time you texted me to now?" I asked jokingly.
"Well do you really want to know." Sh asks as she moves closer to me.
She grabs my hand and pulls me up of of my bed and pulls me in close and connects our lips once again and sparks fly all over again. She slowly pulls away. And whispers seductively I want to try this I want to try us. She says as she reconnects our lips.
"I would love that," I tell her in between kisses.
She pulls away and says " well let's get my homework done so we can go tour around together and get dinner."
"Alexandra Morgan are you asking me on a date." I say trying to keep a straight face.
"I guess," she says as her face turns blood red.
"It's cool I think it's adorable." I explain as I pull her in for another kiss.
"We should really get my homework done with so we have time to hangout." Alex says as she gets her books out of her bag.
"Okay I down with that." I say as I pull a chair over to my desk and wrap my arm around her an kiss her neck.
It takes about an hour to finish her homework, because I kept distracting her. Once we got done we got in her car and drove to this cute little food shack on the beach. I open the car door for her, and we walked inside and sat down together.
"Hey Lex, I have a question." I say as we sit down.
"Yeah what is it Toby." She answers.
"I was wondering are we going to be like public about us, like hold hands and stuff at school and places like that." I ask a little nervous.
"Uh well the thing is my sister goes to the same school as us. Everything so if she sees us she going to freak. Then go tell my dad and I'm not going to be anywhere near you. It's not that he doesn't approve of it he just doesn't need to know yet." She explains
"Okay that's fine baby." I say considerately.
I never though I would be saying that to Alex, but it was like I could stop from saying it. I'm so amazed that I can call her mine. I have never been the relationship type but it's different for her, it just feels right.
I'm sorry for the long wait but basketball season just stared and I have been busy I will try to update this weekend but no promises that it will happen. Please vote and comment. I love reading y'all's feedback
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Boulevard of Broken Dreams
FanficMy name is Tobin Heath and I have been through hell. I have had a lot of bad shit has happen to me and I never would have believed you If you walked up and told me that I would get through it and make it out of Basking Ridge.
