He's off Limits

5. He's not so bad after all

This chapter got Fucking deleted after I spent ages writing it!!

"Wh-what??" I said holding back tears

"Sam honey don't cry. I'm just leaving for now then I'll see you soon" she said and with that she left. I ran to the bathroom and ripped it apart trying to find it. I found it and made 7 cuts with my razor for everything bad that's happened
Cameron
My sister
My parents
Matt
Jenny
Being worthless
Never being able to succeed like my sister and not being perfect...to myself or anyone for that matter

I just sat there with the blood running down my arm crying at the thought remembering my mother has just left me and my family. After that i cleaned up and chucked on a jumper. I sat on my bed crying for awhile before someone knocked and camd in my door. I figured it was just my dad, he came in closing the door behind him, he kissed my head and wrapped his arms around me this was weird my dad never really cared about me led alone any of this probably cos my mom just left us.

"It'll be okay" my head jolted up it wasnt my dad, it was Cameron

"Wh-what are you doing h-here?" I questioned still half crying

"I heard what happened and I came to make sure you're okay I'm here fo-" I cut him off I have had it with his shit

"DONT YOU EVEN DARE TRY TO TELL ME YOURE HERE FOR ME, YOU NEVER WERE, EVER SINCE YOUVE BEEN HERE ALL YOU DO IS BARGE AROUND MY HOUSE LIKE ITS YOURS AND SHOVE YOUSELF INTO MY SISTER. ITS DISCUSTING. MY PARENTS ARE GETTING DIVORCED AND MY BOYFRIEND CHEATED ON ME WITH MY BEST FRIEND. AND GUESS WHAT IT ALL STARTED WHEN YOU GOT HERE. SO DONT EVEN TRYY TO SAY YOURE HERE TO HELP ME!!"
he stood there dumbfounded and what i had just said about him but its true, all this shit started when he got here. Matt and Jenny. My parents. My sister. Everything just fell apart when he got here and i cant take it anymore.

"Look I'm sorry but you're parent and boyfriend that wasnt my fault, I'm just here for Olivia and you're going through the same thing so i thought I'd come and at least make sure you're okay cos i sure as hell know your parents aren't" my eyes widened so did his

"Sam I'm sorry I didn't mean-"

"I know what you meant" I looked down pulling on my sleeve he could tell i was nervous.

"Sam...whats that?" Shit my cuts

"You're what?!" He exclaimed damn it I think out loud he must've heard.
He grabbe my arm (gently) and pulled up my sleve slowly making sure he didnt hurt me. He was soft, caring, gentle.

"Why?"

"Why do you think? My boyfriend and bestfriend had sex 4 times in 2 days. My parents are spliting up and between you and my sister. I had no choice...its an escape" i said starting to cry again. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed the top of my head the way he did before.

"Olivia's out with the girls tonight. Can i hang with you?" I nodded and we say on his bed laughing and watching movies until i slowly started to fall asleep just as i was about to fall i felt a pair of soft lips on mine i felt something i dont know what but it was a great feeling. I didn't worry he thought i was asleep sooooo. The last thing i heard was

"Sweet Dreams Beautiful" and those words rung through my ears and i knew...i fell