Loving a freak (ahs freak show )

Chapter 18

" so what really happened that night with your dad I don't think I have ever been told " asked Matt.

"Well one night when I was 12 or not long turned 13 I'm not 100% sure , my dad came back from a day at the pub and my mum had left me to look after Tristan just for when she had gone next door. The drink had gone to his head and walking in to the living room seen only me and Tristan " I explained " he grabbed me by the front of the head hole on my top and pinned me to the wall he asked where mum was and I said the she was next door he then slapped me across the face for lying to him if my mum didn't come back I dunno what would of happened".

" wow I'm so sorry Paige that must of been horrible for you ".

" it's fine but I can't believe I told him that and more but he still does this ".

The worst feeling is someone who you love and looked up to hurting you and changing your life for ever because of the effects of alcohol for someone else you love and trust goes and brings the memories flooding back and brings back all the fear you once had to live with.

"See he isn't like us he doesn't understand you like we do he doesn't know what has happened to you ".

" he does and he does stuff then doesn't fix he doesn't mean any of it ".

" fine , so when you going back " said cassie.

" when ever he sobers up and I feel safe with him again if that's alright but by then I might get to go home for a bit " I said.

" maybe but then doesn't being in your house scare you" asked Matt.

" no not now as he doesn't live there but that's why I stay with Jimmy when ems and trist go to his as I get freak out and end up having somthing like a panic attack".

I love being able to stay with them it's weird though out of every seat in her living room I choose to ether sit or lie on the floor it's I think I have always done. They are my best friends and I can always rely on them but half of my mind was thinking what about if kameron turns up when I'm not there.