Fear Of Loving

Falling // Love [18]

(A/N: when u realize how badly your chapters are named >.> I'll try again next story .. And I messed up last chapter with the names but that's all fixed !! You can enjoy this chap now <3)

♡Hanah's POV♡

I woke up and groaned.

It wasn't a dream, it wasn't.

The kiss was real. Again.

And it was Sunday. I turned on my phone to check the time but notifications fill up my screen.

And they were all from one person: Ryan.

Ryan: hi

Ryan: morning

Ryan: awake yet?

Ryan: wake uppppp

Ryan: Hanah <333

I rolled my eyes and replied.

Me: morning

Me: I'm awake now

I threw my phone back on the bed as I rolled out of bed and went to the bathroom.

I turned on the shower, setting it to warm as I picked out an outfit for the day. Picking out a black twenty one pilots sleeveless and bleached shorts along with a flannel to match the look, I looked back and smiled.

Wow, when did I care about how I dress ?

After my shower, I merrily skipped downstairs. I went to grab the orange juice pitcher from the fridge and found a note in my dad's handwriting.

Out. Idk where Reese and Aidan is either. Xoxo dad

God. My dad thinks he fits in with this generation.

I had the house to myself. I could've done anything. Instead, I grabbed some money, my phone, and house keys then locked up and went next door.

Yep, I went next door.

My mind swirled with agony thoughts of turning around and going back, but no.

I straighten out my flannel and knocked on his door. From inside, little running footsteps came closer.

A little girl opened the door with her messy hair and princess pajamas.

"Morning Riley," I said.

"Morning!" She replied.

"I'm looking for Ryan. Do you happen to know where he is?" I crotched down and asked her.

Another pair of foots came to my view and I stood straight again.

"Morning, Mrs.Knot," I said.

"Please call me Maria." She welcomed me inside.

"I was wondering where Ryan was," I spoke, inspecting the house, like a creep.

"Oh that boy is still sleeping. You mind waking him up for me, sweetheart?" She asked me.