Dearest Jayden,

Maybe One Day

December 9th, 2015

Dearest Jayden,

Maybe one day we will meet. And maybe one day we will hug. Maybe one day we will move in together. Maybe one day we will cuddle late at night together. And maybe one day we'll hold hands together. Maybe one day I'll wake up and see you. Maybe one day we can spend countless hours together. Maybe one day we will get married. And maybe one.. maybe one day we'll be together. Forever.

I say maybe, but I suppose I should say, One Day We Will. Maybe I should retitle this "One Day We Will". I know you're probably doubtful about all of this, and maybe its even creepy of me to say these things. But I truly believe that one day we will get married, and adopt kids and that one day I'll have you with me. I truly believe that one day we will be together! Maybe its stupid that I have so much god damn hope, but Jayden I do. Because I love you. All those letters in french, everything we've ever said its just made me love you so much. And I know you love me too! I know that you care about me! I dont know how I know I just have a feeling. 

One thing I learned at the hospital is that if someone doesnt like you, they arent gonna be nice to you. Youve been so nice to me, and Im sure that you like me. I'm sure that you care about me. I know that you want to one day get married. Well I dont know about that one. Really I hope that you wanna do that one day. Just like we planned. The way we planned to get married and move to the UK and adopt kids. We'll adopt 2, maybe 3, hell maybe 4 kids! We'll have a pokemon themed wedding. I said you could propose to me. We'll dress our kids in Shorts and Dragon, Dinosaur, and pokemon tee shirts. In the winter Jeans and Long sleeves under their tee shirts. We'll give them gender neutral names. And once theyre old enough, we will let them decide what gender they wanna have. Some people call me a dreamer.. But I dont know exactly how accurate that is. Because one day it may be a dream, and the next it may be a reality. 

I love you Jayden, I just hope your mother doesnt read this as well as our texts. My love to you Dearest Jayden.