Dearest Jayden,

You, My Dear Jayden

December 11, 2015

Dearest Jayden,

I'm not a writer. I just simply enjoy writing. I dont have a way with words. I just simply know how to say something. No really though I have no way with words at all. I simply come up with everything I write as I'm writing it. Unless its something that has happened or will happen, ya know? Anyways You my dear Jayden are a magical person. You had the ability to make me cry with your one letter. Your one letter. It made me so happy I just..

I've been missing you a lot recently.. I'ts been really really hard for me babe. Yeah idk I thought I'd try something. Not working for me. Seems more like something you'd call your boyfriend. I'll stick with lovey. It works better for me. Idk what do you think you nerd.

I'm really really worried that I'm gonna get sent to RidgeView again because of my cut.. Its deeper than I've ever cut.. I dont mean to be triggering if I am please stop reading.. Anyways I dont wanna go back because I'd miss you so much.. I'd be so sad.. But then again my cut.. Its really bad Jay.. Like Its just recently stopped bleeding.. Its a really big cut... I'm really scared.. I hope it doesnt get an infection...

Anyways I gotta go in a few minutes cause I gotta clean up before I go pick up Pasha, btw real quick. On my birthday Imma take my drivers test!! Soon I'll be driving to Canada and kidnap you and cuddly you and just yeah im just kidding I cant drive outta state till im 17.. But soon!!!

Oh and btw I listened to that song. I like it. Its not bad. I love you Jayden!