Dearest Jayden,

Grounded...

December 10, 2015

Dearest Jayden,

Youre grounded... That fucking sucks. I hope its not for long... If it is I'll just write to you in here.

I miss you Jay, this letter wont be long as I have a doctors appointment in twenty minutes so I gotta go soon.  I just need you to know I love you. Stay strong lovey and be okay. I'm here for you and I'll forever be yours. As long as youre forever mine we will be okay. We will be okayyyy. 

I know I'm stupid for talking to your mom but I tried to be nice, which I'm not usually good at. I did not want to out you, so I did use she pronouns a few times just to not out you to your mother. I know you probably hate me for that. Your mum used your birth name and female pronouns and I mostly tried not to say Jay and use he pronouns because I wasnt sure if you were out to your mother yet and if you arent yet I didnt want to make you come out. I'm very sorry and bit my tongue every time I used female pronouns. I made my tongue literally bleed. It hurts me to misgender you because I love you so much! Honestly Jayden I'm deeply sorry.. I'm so sorry. 

Speak to you as soon as you're ungrounded. I love you so much lovey. I love you so much.