Chapter 22: Trust Issues

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Chapter 22

I told my neighbor and friend Kamae that I would kill myself or, "I will slit my wrists and the slice open my neck so I can finally bleed to death because that is what I should have done a long time ago." Following what most of my friends do, I figure that she wouldn't tell anyone but I didn't realize that what I had said crossed that line. She told her mom who called my mom and my mom told my dad whom talked directly to me.

I told him everything and started crying. I couldn't admit that I was serious. That is one thing I can't admit to my family yet, that I want to kill myself. But, my dad and I talked for a while and I thought some and decided to text Kamae thank you. She legitimately was scared for my life. THAT was the sure point that I couldn't do it. She would blame it on herself. If there is anyone I will talk to, it is Kamae, Catelyne, or Cali because they all will go straight to my parents or brother how I know they should. They truly care about me.

In the end, I have developed terrible trust issues.

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