Summer love #Wattys2016

Chapter 12

Sebastian POV:

Disappointment,Anger,Frustration,Betrayal,Grief all hitting me at the same time.How could she hide this from me?I mean,she practically made my child grow up fatherless for six years.I know I left some words which were really unpleasant but she deserved it.I could not hate her all away like that,but this action of hers hurt me a lot.I did not want to see her face anymore,the only soul I loved sincerely also betrayed me.I feel that I am pathetic,even though she did not cheat,she hit me at the hardest point with or without knowing.

I ran back to the hotel where we were staying.Kimi wanted me to stay at his house but I did nit want o disturb him,so I stayed at the nearby hotel.I opened my room only to find Kimi sitting there watching the TV.I did not expect hi to be here,but maybe I desperately need my friend right now.

''Mate?What made you running like that?You know her already ?''He questioned switching off the TV and looking at me.

"That was her,Kimi......It was"I found difficulty in forming words.A lump formed in my throat and I wanted to cry so badly.

"Nisha?Was it her?Seb talk to me.."he persuaded but I looked at the ground and nodded.

''Seb Im really sorry that this happened..."before he could finish the sentence I started shouting.

''What are you sorry for Kimi?That I tried to move on from my only love? That the girl I fell in love with was my long lost lover and she has my kid?It is really nice know,to tell that she has my kid and left me back six years ago because she was afraid of my career?That is totally the lame reason I have ever heard and ME being so stupid thought that I still love her,It was a fling for both of us,a fucking fling,thats what she might have thought otherwise she would be with me right?Such a coward and selfish prick.Afraid of the future we had,I respected her but now I despise her.Kimi,look what she did...''Thats when I broke down,I couldn't hold this anymore.Kimi hugged me and I cried more.Who told that a man couldn't cry?Here I am unleashing my emotions which I cant hold .

"Seb mate,its Ok to cry..comeon everyone has some reasons,she also had one,a genuine reason.She wanted you to reach your dream mate,she actually gave her life with you for that.You are angry,think twice.Think what would you do If you were at her place?Think and act Seb.Im not on her side,hell I dont even know her,but with what you have told about her,I have a great respect on her...''

''Stop it Kimi.I hate her now,every part of her,every piece of Nisha Kapoor."I rubbed my eyes with my sleeve.I went to the restroom and splashed water on my face.I know Im angry,but Im stable enough to ake my decisions.If she was ready to fight me why would I forgive her?Let her fight hard and loose.I dont care,I want my daughter.The feeling of not being there with my daughter when she was born kills me.I am the one who should look after her,she must be my close friend,my princess,not raised up as a fatherless child.I looked at the mirror again and went out.I changed into some warm clothes and went out.

''Where are you going?''Kimi asked.

"To see my daughter''

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Nisha POV:

I asked Alice to take Mia out for dinner and I told that I needed some alone time.He was right,I am a mess.All I wanted was to hug him when I saw that it was Seb,but fate planned a different thing for me.I hate myself for doing this but I was afraid,afraid of one mistake I made,that night.If I was a little mature and thought of all the consequences,this would have not happened.I lead him on and now I am making him suffer.Because of me,Mia is suffering too.It is all my mistake,I feel like he thinks he was being used.He was so furious that he didnt even want to see my face again.Now I am walking in the road like a mad woman,my hair disheveled without my shoes on thinking about the worst mistake of my life.I wish I had my mom with me now,a I remember about them was the accident.Seb made me feel loved,he loved me with all his heart but I spoilt it.Meera would kill me now,she always told that one day I had to express the truth even though it was bitter.I reached my room and fell into the bed sobbing hard how much of a loser I am.

I made myself a bit stable and called Meera.She picked the phone in the third ring.

"Hello?Nish?Did you meet Ki..."

"It was Seb Meera...It was him,he was Kimi the whole time"

She was silent for a moment.Then she spoke up''Nisha,do you want me to come there?I could book a flight you know"

"No,everything is over Meera.He hates me now,I am so stupid.He wants to take away Mia from me..."

"He wants to take her from you?Im sorry to say this Nisha but you were he one who separated the child and the father six years ago,remember?Its karma,now its his turn.I told you several times not to hide from him,but all you were worried about is his career.Career comes and goes but relationships,once they die they cannot be bought back.You brought this all to yourself.Try to explain him.He might understand.But if he doesnt,its his decision not mine or yours.Maybe he is just angry at you for the heat of the moment or something else.Its human instinct Nisha"

"I dont want any psychology classes from you please Meera,Im just asking you comfort me,to make me correct my mistakes."

"Nisha that thought must have come long time ago but now everything is up to him.You just cant expect him to be like'oh hey Nisha, I just found out that Mia is my child can we start a family'He also has feelings and this is something deeper than an ordinary relationship.She is his blood,jus dont loose the fight.You have raised an amazing child"That was when someone pounded the door of my hotel room.

"Hmm,I'll call you later ,bye"she hung up the phone.I threw my phone on the bed and went to open the door.It was Seb standing there ready to punch my face if I did not open the door.

"Move''He commanded.I moved slightly but he pushed me and went inside.He looked around the room and glared at me.

''Where is my daughter?"he growled.

"I...she...went....with my secretary"I trembled

"I did not come here to see that ugly face of yours.Call her,I want to see her now.How irresponsible,leaving your five year old daughter with your secretary"

''I ..please Seb hear me for a few minutes,I know you are angry but think"

"There is nothing to think,just get out of my way.Or oh...you told that you will fight confidently na...Im ready''

Just at time,Mia and Alice entered the room.Mia running to me and hugging me.Alice looked at me confused but she left the room.Mia looked at me and then at Seb.He was looking at her so fondly.She asked me who he is.She sat in the bed and wiggled her legs.

"Remember Mia,I told you that you have a loving daddy who loves you so much,well he is your dad.Umm,he wants to talk with you"She looked at him and tilted her head.Seb waved at her and said a small hello.Then Mia did the unexpected,she hugged him and gave a big kiss on his cheek.

''I missed you daddy"she mumbled.This made me realize how cruel I was,like he said.All his anger drained and he returned her and kissed her on the forehead.He looked at her like she was the whole world.Such a bitch I am,I swallowed the tears and let her talk with him.

"You will not leave me again,Right daddy?"she asked.

"Never anymore sweetheart.Ok,lets do something,daddy will take you out tomorrow.The whole day,just daddy and Mia ok?"he asked and gave me a glare.

''But what about mummy?"she whined.I steadied my throat and tried to talk"Mummy has some work dear but you go and enjoy ok?"

"Mummy always tel this,but I got daddy now,we go everywhere,ok?"

"Everywhere"he nodded."But its letting late now right?Go to sleep bug,daddy will come and pickup at tomorrow"

"pinky promise?"she asked extending her pinky finger.

"I promise sweetheart''he kissed her forehead and forced himself to get up from her.He waled furiously to the door but stopped.

"Dont cry''he said.I tried to smile a bit but he cut me,"You shouldnt cry for things you didnt regret,and this was one if them.Dont even try to win me back.Tomorrow Ill be here and I dont want to start a fight again,just get her ready.Its your turn to feel the pain"with that he left me in the stranded corridor.

"I will fight for this,I will fight for you Seb,sorry for your misinterpretation"