Devoted to You [Jungkook Fanfic]

Ch.4

Third Person POV

"Because I still love him!" Those painful words rang through his head repeatedly. She looked to her feet. "I... Want to hate him but I can't... I still love him and that makes it worse." She sighed.

"Jungkook... Please don't hurt him... I won't forgive you if you do." He felt frustrated... He hated the way she felt for him.

"Why?" He asked in disbelief. "Why would you choose him over me? I'm your best friend, I know you the most! Why him!?" He suddenly shouted out, half talking about his true feelings but he knew she'd think it was about choosing Jimin over their friendship. She didn't know what to say.

"... I... Love him..." She said softly.

"Just stop it! it will only hurt more if you keep liking him!" He argued... After those words came out he realized how hypocritical he really was. The same words he had just said could be used on him. He leaned his back against the door.

"It's not that easy!" She argued, tears in her eyes again. This time Jungkook felt like crap, he knew that this time it was his fault she was crying and that hurt him so much.

"... I know." He gave up. "Fine. Like him." He said coldly before opening the door. "Don't go..." He ignored those words and left, knowing he'd probably regret leaving.

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Jungkook had went home and opened the fridge to find a few bottles of imported vodka. He knew he shouldn't but this was the most pain he had ever felt and he needed to get his mind off of all of this. His parents were on vacation on Jeju island so he didn't worry about being caught.

He didn't even bother grabbing a cup. He just opened the cap and started to drink. His throat burned as the alcohol slid down his throat... But he kept drinking.

Everything slowly became fuzzy and he felt like he was spinning as he was half way through the bottle.

Suddenly, the front door opened "Hey, Kook, want to go to the movies with-" it was Suga... Suga was shocked by the sight of Jungkook on the floor with a bottle of Vodka next to him, Jungkook smiled and took another gulp of the strong drink. Suga ran over to him and took true bottle away. "What the hell do you think you're doing?!?!?!" Suga yelled in disbelief, Jungkook giggled. "Jus... Tryna... Numb the pain..." He mumbled with a stupid smile. Suga helped Jungkook up. "You're so stupid!" He scolded before taking Jungkook to the couch and sitting him down.

"What happened?" Suga asked, bringing him a glass of water, Jungkook sipped on it slowly. "Miyeon... She cares more about Jimin even though he broke her heart... Hehe..." Suga sighed and patted Jungkooks back. "Aren't you the same?" Suga asked, Jungkook nodded. "One difference though..." He muttered.

"I actually have known her for a long time... I have a reason to like her. What's so good about Jimin?... I can do everything he can..." He said with a slurred speach.

Suga patted his back. Jungkook leaned forward and started to vomit on the tile floor. "Am I going to have to clean that...?" Suga frowned in disgust, Jungkook started to puke again, Suga groaned. "... Aish... I'll go get a mop..." Suga stood up and got a mop and bucket from the closet and filling the bucket with water, he got it all off the floor and changed the water to disinfectant and mopped the spot that got puked on. Just as he finished Jungkook started to gag. "NO!" He shouted and quickly brought the bucket closer to Jungkook, Jungkook barely made it to the bucket. Suga sighed in relief then dragged Jungkook to the bathroom with a stool in his hand. He put the stool in front of the toilet and Sat Jungkook down on the stool. "If you need to puke then do it here." He comanded then went to empty the bucket.

Jungkook was feeling a little better. He looked into the toilet. He sighed as he thought about her. He was worried about her now. He was worried that he went too far... He stood up. He thought he would be sober enough to apologize to her.

"I know it's too much to ask but why don't you just stop liking her?" The toilet spoke.

"ah... Maybe I'm not sober..." He said in shock. "Mr. Toilet... you are full of shit... I... Won't give up on her... Now shut up!" Jungkook yelled before laying in the bathtub and turning on his side to sleep.

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Jungkook woke up with a pain in his neck from the uncomfortable sleeping position, he sat up only to be greeted with a massive headache, he held his head and looked around him. He was in the bathtub. He stood up wobbly and walked out of the bathroom to be greeted by Suga who was on his couch watching TV.

"Morning." Suga greeted, not taking his eyes offers of the screen.

"Suga... What the heck happened last night?" He said, his memory a bit fuzzy. "You gave me hell then passed out in the tub."

Jungkook thought back and the last thing he remembered was Suga sitting him in front of the toilet, he sighed and sat on the couch with Suga. Suga looked at him in disgust and sat farther away from him. "You smell like Alcohol and vomit..." Suga complained, Jungkook then realized the taste of his own mouth and frowned. "I'm gonna go shower and brush my teeth..." He stood up and went towards his room.

"Make sure you don't argue with the toilet like you did last night!" Suga yelled out with a laugh.

"I DID WHAT?" Jungkook yelled out in disbelief.