Devoted to You [Jungkook Fanfic]

Ch.6

Third Person POV

"WHY DID I DO THAT???????? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!" He was completely shocked at his own actions and he felt like his soul was coming out of his body. Sure, Jungkook seemed like he would be good with girls but Miyeon had always been the only one he could talk to normally, oh... Let's not forget his mom. Jungkook couldn't talk to girls at all let alone confess. This made him feel completely embarrassed and he just wanted to run away and hide.

"I don't want to go to school tomorrow!" He whined as he fell on his bed. He squirmed under his blankets and sighed. He then got out his phone and called Suga.

"Hey, Jungkookie. So what happened with you and Miy-"

"I confessed." Suga was silent on the line for a little. "What?" He said in disbelief. "I pinned her against the wall and confessed!" Jungkook's voice was slightly winy. "What am I going to do now?!?!?!" Jungkook cried in fear. "What if she doesn't want to be around me? What if I get akward and never talk to her again?"

"Calm down. We both know she isn't that type of person. But I need you to do something, MAN UP. Don't get akward, just act like you always have." Suga said bluntly. "... Aish... I should have just kept it all in." Jungkook sighed as he sat up and looked at a picture of him and Miyeon at the park in junior high that was next to his bed post.

"No. It's for the best. Jungkook, if you didn't say it then... Then you would probably never tell her. Now that she knows, you might have a chance at her."

"... What do you mean I might have a chance at her?" Jungkook asked, his heart suddenly beating faster at the thought of Miyeon and him being a couple... The thought of him getting a chance to hold her tightly in his arms and finally have her feel the same way he did. "You really don't get it?... Jungkook. Before you confessed she was completely oblivious to your feelings, every romantic thing you did or said was completely shrugged off. Now that she knows that you like her, she'll see when you say something sweet or do something romantic." Jungkook smiled widely. It was his chance!... His smiled quickly faded.

" .. but I'm too embarrassed to say anything to her..." He mumbled and looked to the floor as he held the phone to his ear.

"Stupid... Do you really want her to continue to like Jimin? The guy who broke her heart and can do it again if he wanted to? You can give her so much more than he could, you either try or loose in this situation. Now decide. Are you going to win her heart or let her follow Jimin like a lost child?"

Jungkook was quiet as he let Suga's words seep into his skin, he inhaled deeply and exhaled. "You're right... I'll try..." He said before hanging up, he himself was unsure of his answer. He didn't know if he was actually going to have the guts to do it, he wanted to compete with Jimin but it all scared him. If he did something wrong... Something stupid, he'd loose her forever... But then again, he'd loose her if he didn't try either.

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Jungkook sighed as he walked into his class, immediately directing his gaze to Miyeon, she became flustered when their eyes met and turned away causing Jungkook to sigh again. He walked to his desk and Sat down. "... Try to act normal... Or... Do I act sweet?... Maybe I should act flirty... No... Ah... This is harder than I thought..." Jungkook was talking to himself. "Did you finally become crazy?" Jhope who sat next to Jungkook asked when he heard Jungkook talking to himself.

Jungkook embarrassly shook his head and tried to come up with a quick excuse, "I was just um... Talking to the desk since it seemed so lonely."

"... Have you been hanging around V more...?" Jhope asked with a raised eyebrow.

When lunch came, Jungkook stared at Miyeon who wasn't going to the cafeteria. He sat at his desk as everyone else left before he finally got up and gathered the courage to talk to her. The class was empty except for the two of them. Miyeon was lost in thought, she didn't even realize the bell rang or that everyone but Jungkook and her had left. She was busy recalling the confession.

Jungkook and her... She started to wonder how it would be if they were a couple.

Would they call each other by pet names or continue to call each other by their normal names?

She cringed at the thought of Jungkook, her long time friend, almost like a brother, calling her "Baby" or "Sweetie". She didn't want to think any further about that right now. She knew Jungkook was a great guy but she never really saw him in that way... So knowing that he likes her was a big shock and she still couldnt process the truth completely.

Jungkook got out his phone when he realized that Miyeon wasn't going to be snapping out of her daydream session soon, he quickly texted Suga.

"I'm alone with her but she's daydreaming and I don't know of I should call out to her... What do I do?
-Jungkook"

In a matter of seconds he got a reply.

"Do I look like Google?
-Suga"

Jungkook glared at the responce and sighed before typing another message.

"Plleaaaaaaaassseeee! Unlike you guys, I've never delt with girls!
-Jungkook"

"Idk. Backhug her.
-Suga"

Jungkook gulped at the text. He was hesitant but told himself that Suga knows girls better than he does... Jungkook's phone suddenly vibrated again, Jungkook ignored it... He was ready for this! So he walked behind her chair and leaned forward to hug her. She froze at the sudden pair of arms wrapped around her body. She recognized his scent immediately and became nervous in Jungkook's arms.

"... Um... Hi..." He said akwardly, Miyeon was still frozen. "... Hey Kookie." She finally said, gathering her thoughts, she stood up and snaked her way out of his arms. "Uh... I-I'm gonna get lunch." She said with a slight blush and left Jungkook. He sighed then looked at his phone to see the message he got.

"Jk. Lol. Don't actually do that. Just say her name so she can snap out of it, this isn't rocket science.
-Suga"

Jungkook's expression was blank but he had died in the inside.