My Journey: Home (Sequel to My Journey) ***COMPLETED***

February 11, 2011

We had reached our tenth stop on the way which was in Minnesota. Right now we are just chilling. But that was after I went ape-shit and almost exploded the roof off the bus.

Here's what happened:

Justin was sitting on the couch on his laptop as I just walked out of the bathroom from taking a shower. "Whatcha up to?" I asked as I grabbed a glass of milk from the the fridge. He looked at me funny. "What??"

"Uhhh, So Ryan was over when I dropped you off the other night?"

"Yeah, why??" I said as confused as I could possibly be. I did not see where this was going at all..

"And he stayed over?"

"Yeah??"

"Did he happen to mention Stacy??......"

"Who is Stacy??"

"Um... Obviously not...." I looked at him and he sighed, deciding to talk. "Well, it's all over the place. They're dating...."

"What!?!?"

"Come here. I'll show you...."

I walked over to him and sat down, looking at the computer screen. On it I saw a series of pictures and some blonde-headed bimbo holding hands, cuddling, and kissing Ryan. They were at a skate comp, at a pool party, and on the beach. I became soo angry! "How. Long. Have. They. Been. Dating." I said through my teeth.

He looked at me then answered, "almost a month and a half...."

"WHAT!?!?!?" I exploded, jumping off the couch. "They've been dating a fucking month and he didn't tell me?!?! We spent the night together. We stayed up talking for 2 fucking hours and he couldn't say, 'oh, btdubs, i'm dating a blonde bimbo who doesn't give a shit about me. what's new with you?'!?!?!?!?! REALLY!?!? What the fuck? We talk on the phone every few days and he hasn't said word 1 to me!!!" I could have gone on but Justin stood up and stopped me in my tracks.

"Chill Shawty. Chill. Maybe he had a good reason for not telling you."

"LIKE WHAT?!?" I screamed.

"Maybe he didn't want to hurt you because of Jesse..." He said in a low voice, rubbing my arms in attempts to calm me down. But it wasn't working.

"He still could have told me! I love him and he loves me!"

"I know." He pulled me into a hug. I was crying.

There has been way too much boy drama in my life since I got to California..... "Maybe this was a mistake....." There were those words again, always creeping back into my life.

"What?" He said pulling back. "No. Not at all."

"I shouldn't have left home. I shouldn't have gone to California and I shouldn't have gone to the beach that day... None of this would have happened!"

"Shhh, don't say that Jordyn. I'm sooo glad you did this! If you hadn't, I wouldn't have met such an awesome girl. We wouldn't be friends. I'm soo happy right now!" He smiled at the end.

I smiled back. "Yeah, you're right...."

"And don't you dare say you're leaving!"

I laughed now, "no. I'm not. I just want to know why he didn't tell me...."

"Ask him..."

"No. I want him to tell me about 'Stacy' himself."

"Alright, but you shouldn't call her a bimbo. You don't know her..."

"Come on Justin. Look at her, she just screams, 'i'm a bimbo!'."

He looked back at his computer and nodded, "Yeah, you're right...."

We laughed and that's what happened. Not too much else... Tours are boring, not as fun as you might think.... I mean, you're stuck on a bus so you don't get mobbed outside the mall. When you go out you have to be surrounded by people so you don't get mobbed and, it's a lot of hard work.... blah. I love it! Don't get me wrong, it's just exhausting some times...

Well, a show tonight at Mall of America then onward to Wisconsin! Yay!