Chapter 12

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Lukes POV

I couldn’t believe what I was just told. I was speechless and didn’t know what to think. I needed some time to wrap my head around this mess.

After about 5 minutes of silence, both of us just thinking, Maddie looked up at me. I guess wanting me to say something, but there was literally nothing I could say.

“well..” she almost whispered.

I couldn’t make eye contact. I just stared blatantly ahead. Just the two of us sitting there in that room was not making this any more comfortable.

“Maddie.. I.. You.. My..” I couldn’t think of a single set of words to put together. All of this, everything was too hard to comprehend.

I just sighed and looked down at her. Her bright blue eyes, full of sadness looking up at me. I knew this wasn’t her fault but right now I needed to get my thoughts straight.

“Listen, Maddie I know this isn’t your fault and I know you’re just as upset as I am but right now, I just want to go and clear my head… by myself.”

“Ok Luke. I understand.” She said sniffling, I could tell that she was disappointed and wanted me to stay with her. “But for right now, can we keep this to ourselves, I know it’s going to create a big commotion especially in your family so could we...”

“Don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone” I got up and started walking towards the door, looking back once to see her sitting on the floor of this dusty room. She looked miserable. But something in me was pulling me away from her. All these thoughts were going through my head. How does her Mum even know Jason? Is he doing this on purpose to try and ruin our lives? Why would Maddie’s Mum not be more careful telling her about it? What is My Mum going to think? What will my brothers think? What are all the fans going to think? This is going to create quite a problem for so many people. Especially my family.

I left the farm and got in my car, driving to who knows where. Not home, that’s for sure, I needed to clear my head.

Maddies POV

Did he really just leave me here? Like, I understand this is a messed up situation, but I’m in the exact same position as him. He needs to learn to not just run away from his problems. I’m so mad at everyone right now, the only person I can go to for help just left me here. I have nowhere to go but stay in this old farm house. That’s when I had had enough. It seemed like everyone in my life didn’t care about me anymore. I knew I couldn’t just sleep here in this farm house so I called Daniel. I wasn’t very close to Daniel but we still knew each other and I knew that he was very understanding and wouldn’t ask many questions.

Lukes POV

I was so pissed off at everyone right now. It seemed like my life was going great, then I fell for Maddie and she became my everything. Then all her problems became something I had to deal with, and now her problems are mine too. I don’t know how much of this I can take. I had no clue what to do.

I arrived at the beach and got out of my car. I sat on the bench staring at the water. I didn’t notice until I felt a drop on my arm that I was crying. “why is this happening to me and the people I love”  I thought. Hasn’t Maddie gone through enough in her life? Haven’t I?

Maddies POV

Luckily Daniel was up at this time of night and agreed to letting me stay the night. He came and picked me up from the farm and didn’t ask any questions thank god. He was such a nice boy. We got to his house and he told me I could sleep on the couch. I pretty much collapsed onto it and fell into a deep sleep straight away. Only dreams of Luke in my head. Praying that he is safe and comes back to me.

 authors note:

 HELLLLOOO EVERYONE !!!! IM SOSOSOSOSOSOOOOOO SORRY I DIDNT UPDATE FOR LIKE 5 MONTHS ! AHH YOU ALL PROBABLY HATE ME BUT THANKS FOR STICKING AROUND AND READING THIS! ILYSSM I PROMISE ON MY LIFE THAT I WILL UPDATE WEEKLY NOW!!!!

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