Self Doubt

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I looked at The Stranger he looked angry. I looked back down.

It's probably my fault, everything is... Mother said so.

I looked back up at The Stranger

He will probably be to mad to let me be free tonight. Besides he might be a light sleeper.

I stared back at the pavement.

"Hey is this her?"

I heard a voice of a young pony I was tempted to look up but realized that I'm still hideous.

"Yes it is." The Stranger replied his deep voice rumbling through the ground.

She saw a light blue hoof appear in her line of sight.

I looked up and gasped. I stared at her for a moment before I realized I had shown myself. I quickly directed my gaze to the road.

It's the pony that lit up my room!
Why is she here?
Why did she do that?
Does she know what she did?
Does she know what she has awakened inside of me?
Does she know who I am?

"Hi! My name is RainbowDash. What is your name?" RainbowDash said cheerfully.

I felt it rising up again. I pushed it down with the words I've always used to keep it down.

Who does she think she is talking to?
A friend?
A normal pony?
I am not a friend of anyone...
No one would or could accept me...
I am no longer normal...
I am unwanted...
I am hideous...
I am green...
I am no longer a princess...
I can no longer make anyone happy...
I only make others lives miserable...
I am an abomination...
I am a monster...

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