Intimacy

[12.] One Love

<Wynnefield, Philadelphia, November 23rd;  7:48:17 P.M.>

Jurnee's Mom House

"You are all I need and I'll never let go"--Trey Songz

Sebastian's POV:

Tonight has been rough... Jurnee stormed out, I killed Lamar, Lamar called my sister and mother a b*tch, the only thing about it is that my baby boy, Nathaniel didn't witness his father kill a jacka**. To try and make tonight a little better, I went to stop by Jurnee's mom house, talk to my baby... Figure out why she was so upset tonight .

Sebastian knocked on the door as my manz girl, Ghanelle opened the door.

"Sebastian.. Hey." Ghanelle said, surprised, as she let me in.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked her, looking around for Jurnee.

"Frank went to go to the studio real quick, and Jurnee called me over because she said she needed someone to talk to. Are you looking for Jurnee?" She asked.

"Yeah, I gotta speak to her.. She's been acting weird lately and I want to know why." I told her, "Where is she ?"

"She went upstairs, she started to cry and I guess she didn't want me to see so she ran upstairs to try and calm down. I think you should go up there and see what's wrong." Ghanelle suggested.

Once she said that, I rushed straight upstairs to go check on her. I opened up the bathroom door where I heard her cry. She was standing over the  sink and her hands began to shake nervously.

"Baby?" I said, walking into the bathroom, closing the door behind me.

"Please Sebastian, just go away." She told me, as she continued to cry.

I then lifted her chin up, as I looked into her eyes.

"Baby, what's wrong ?" I asked her, curious.

"You don't love me do you?" She asked, looking at me.

I wasn't expecting her to ask that question.

"Of course I love you baby... Why would you ever think that I didn't?" I asked her, shocked.

"It's like every time we talk now, we always argue... It's not the same anymore.. The sex isn't the same anymore, you barely pay attention to me, we don't go on dates like we use to.. We haven't been happy lately. You see Stephen and Kristinaa happy... Everyone's happy but us.. Why don't you pay attention to me anymore?" Jurnee cried in my arms.

"I'm sorry baby, I've just been busy lately, this year has been rough for me.. But I'm trying to make you happy .. You and Nathaniel... Jurnee, why didn't you just tell me how you felt, we could've been solved this problem.. " I asked, wishing that she never thought negative like that .

"I try and try but you always cut me off or don't pay attention." She told me, trying to stop the tears from falling down her face.

"Well I'm sorry, but just know that I love you no matter what ... And I mean that.. Now stop crying.. I hate seeing you upset..." I told her , kissing her passionately.

I had to make sure that my beautiful girlfriend was ok. I hate to see her upset like this and I hate to see her go . . I just can't lose her.