Just A Fool- Nathan Sykes (Fan Fiction)

Chapter 1- The Beginning

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"Kelly? Are you feeling ok?" My boyfriend of a year and a half, Micheal, asked me as I started to feel dizzy, holding onto the wall. "You look pale" He said.

"Yeah I'm fine" I lied, standing up straight as if nothing happened. "You've been getting really dizzy and feverish lately, I'm worried about you Kel" Micheal said with a worried look on his face and I smiled sweetly at him.

"You don't have to be worried Mike. I'm fine" I smiled and walked over to give him a kiss on the cheek to reassure him. 

"Nathan's on TV. He's becoming really successful, maybe you should have stayed with him" Micheal said to me, a little bitterly. 

"Mike" I sighed. "How many times do I have to tell you Nathan and I are over and we have been for a long time you know that. We weren't seeing eye to eye anymore. Everytime he's on TV or on the radio or if someone just randomly mentions any Nathan you get like this!" I said to him, raising my voice a little. "You and I have been together quite long now and I have never given you any indication that I'm still in love with Nathan, have I?" I asked and I knew he could tell I was getting annoyed. 

"No you haven't. Except for that one picture I found that you kept of him but I'm over that" He said and I rolled my eyes a little but he couldn't see. "My point is, I'm jealous ok? And you know that. The reason I'm still like this is because you and Nathan were together for long and everyone keeps saying how perfect you two were together and now you're with plain old Micheal" He said, sitting down and looking upset. 

"Mike" I sighed again, walking over to join him on the couch. I put my hand on his cheek so that he would look at me and listen. "I'm over Nathan! Do you hear that? We've been over for long and who cares what other people say about us because I love you and that's all that matters. Got it?" I asked and he nodded. I gave him a peck on the lips before getting up to wash the dishes. 

I paused a while, thinking about Nathan and the times we had together. Nathan and I grew up together, here in Abbeydale, Gloucester. His mum and my mum were good friends and so Nathan and I spent a lot of time together. Until he got into singing that is. We sort of drifted apart then, just as we did a few years ago.

I couldn't sing and I wasn't really interested in it anyway but Nathan was and so he focused more on that and went to a different school. For a while we still kept in touch little by little and considering his mum and mine were still good friends I still saw Nathan and we still got along even though we weren't as good friends as we used to be then. I liked Nathan a lot, more than friends, and whenever I saw him I always got butterflies. I started seeing Nathan less though because he was getting more into singing and even joined a band. Nathan and I met one night and I thought he was going tell me he liked me but instead he was saying goodbye. 

A few weeks later Micheal moved in next door and so him and I became good friends. I knew Micheal like me more than friends but I was always still hooked on Nathan. 

I met Nathan at one of the studios a couple of years later where him and the rest of The Wanted were doing one of their music vidoes. The one for Glad You Came. I had got a little side job there inbetween classes and for after school because my mum was struggling with money at the time and my dad had skipped out on us a few months after I was born, so I got a job to help out and I was lucky enough to find one helping out at the studios. 

The day I saw Nathan again was my first day on the job and so I was a little lost with a few things and very clumsy, but I've always been clumsy. I was walking through the studio with a bunch of papers in my hand when I tripped on something and fell over. I was busy picking up all the papers when Nathan knelt down next to me and helped me. Nathan eventually looked up at me to give me the papers that he had picked up for me and the second our eyes met I knew he recongized me, and I him. The feelings I had for him came back, all he had to do was say that one word and I was his "Kelly".

After that day he was at the studio more and we started spending more and more time together. That was the beginning.

A few months later Nathan and I were together and I loved him as much as any person could but The Wanted were getting bigger, Nathan was always busy and so was I still with school and then university. We were both changing, and drifting apart with each day. Like we did when we were younger and it killed me.

Four years later we ended things. I told myself it was because he had changed and he would always be busy with his career and I had my own career to think about. I just couldn't be a part of his world. That was what I told myself everyday so I could stop crying and being so heart broken. I guess it helped me to get over him because a year later Micheal came back into the picture, as he always has, and now we've been together for a year and a half. I haven't spoken to Nathan in almost 3 years, and I've only seen him on TV or heard him on the radio. 

But I know that I'm not over Nathan. Not completely. I moved on to someone else, someone better, that I do really love, but I can't help the feelings I have for Nathan. And I think Micheal knows it too or he wouldn't get so worked up whenever Nathan's name is mentioned. No matter how hard I try I can't get over him and here in England, he's basically everywhere. I'm happy with Micheal I really am, he couldn't be a better person to have around, but I still dangerously attracted to Nathan but I'm hoping those feelings will go away soon as long as I never see him again. 

"Kelly? Kelly!" I heard Micheal's voice. "Yeah?" I asked innocently. "You like blanked out. Are you sure you're ok?" He asked

"I'm perfectly fine Micheal. Really you have to stop worrying" I said and turned to continue with the dishes. 

"I need to my sister's house quickly ok? She has this new boyfriend she wants me to meet and she needs help with something or other blah blah so I'll be back around 7 tonight ok?" He asked even though he was already walking out of our apartment door before I could answer. We moved in with each other about 5 months ago. 

"Sounds good, I'll see you later then. And you can tell me about how horrible you'll probably think her new boyfriend is because you usually always hate them" I said

"She always picks the worst guys. I'm trying to look out for her and she ends the relationship after a few weeks anway" He said and I laughed. 

My mum and Micheal's parents live across the road from each other which is how I met him and we clicked instantly, even though when we first met I always thought he would always be a really good friend, a sort of brother even, but I guess I was wrong and this is just the beginning.

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