How Do I Deserve You? || Janiel

Chapter 1

Joey's pov

Joey: MOM STOP!

I yelled as my mother threw a glass whiskey bottle at the wall,

joeys mother: NO! YOU ARE THE REASON YOUR FATHER LEFT, EVER SINCE YOU CAME OUT YOUR FATHER HATED YOU!

I backed up to the wall and slide to the floor

joey: you dont mean that, your just saying that because your drunk.

I tried to stop the tears from falling from my eyes, but i couldnt. They just started pouring out and wouldn't stop,

Joeys mother: OH, SO NOW YOUR CRYING. OFCOURSE YOUR CRYING YOUR A FUCKING CRY BABY. GET OUT OF MY FACE!

I ran up to my room and into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Why do i have to live I thought to myself.

I opened the mirror cabinet and grabbed a fresh razor. I slid down to the floor and looked at the razor.

I started crying uncontrollably for like 10 minutes, when I finally calmed down I looked at my scared arm and dug the razer in, once, twice, after the third time I stopped.

I looked at the fresh bleeding cuts on my arm. I watched the blood drip down my arm and a single tear fell from my eye. why cant i just die I thought.

I cleaned up the blood from my cuts and wrapped my arm with guages. I walked into my room and lyed on my bed.

I looked at the clock and realized that it was 12:30. I decided to go to bed because I have school tomorrow.

My eyes startes to get heavy and I got under the covers. Mabye tomorrow will be better I thought before falling fast asleep.

***Morning***

My eyes shot open as I had my alarm go off. I sat up and slammed the off button on the alarm clock. Another day in hell I thought as i got up and walked to the bathroom.

I took off my clothes and turned on the shower. I hopped in and cleaned myself. Not long passed and I was of the shower and dry.

I walked out of the bathroom and too my dresser, I grabbed some underwear and slipped them on. I walked to my closet and grabbed some tight black skinny jeans and a panic! at the disco t-shirt.

Then I walked to the bathroom to fix my hair. I brushed it to the side in the emo hair style i always do. I walked out of the bathroom, grabbed my backpack and walked out the door.

I started walking to the bus stop when I heard a car pull up behind me

X: hey graceffag

A familiar voice said as i started walking faster

Joey: what do you want Sawyer

I said turning around looking at the car window

S: oh nothing just wanted to see how the queer is doing

He said stopping the car and getting out of the car

J: just please leave me alone

S: try and make me

He said pushing me to the ground, I winced in pain because of how I fell on my elbow. I tryed to get up but he kicked me in the stomach which made me fall back down

J: p-please stop

S: no your just a worthless little queer

He said kicking me again

X: STOP!

I heard a deep voice yell from across the street. I keeped my eyes closed as i heard someone run closer

S: no I don't have to listen to you

X: well you can't just go around kicking people like that

The male said with his voice getting stern

S: who are you to tell me what i can and cant do

He said as i heard the sound of a push

X: why don't you just leave

S: fine but he's gonna get it later

Sawyer said getting into his car and driving off

X: hey are you ok

The boy said walking over to me. He put his hand on my back and i flinched in pain, the pain made my eyes shot open

J: OUCH

X: oh im sorry, are you ok

When I looked up I saw a beautifal raven haired boy with plump lips and amazing emerald eyes. I couldnt help but stare, mabye for too long because he started laughing at my gaze

I blushed and sat up. I yelled out a scream of pain by the gash on my elbow

X: here, ill help you up i can clean the wound at my house. My name is Daniel by the way

Daniel. That's such a cute name I thought as I nodded and then he pulled me my feet, he put my arm around his neck and put his hand around my waist. His touch sent a shock through my body.

I looked at him and he looked back, he smiled and I smiled back.

J: my name's joey

Hey guys Nikolas here!!! This is my first story so it probably sucks. Just so you know i will be post two updates a week and since its sunday there will either be an update on Wednesday our Thursday. I hope you guys love my story and ill see you soon. I love you all and gooddamn bye!!